SHERILYN IN WONDERLAND

Kpop Kpop and more Kpop.

2010-05-13T07:44:00.000-07:00

its been months and almost 1 year since i've blogged.

this could be my last post, bcos blogging is boring.

now more into Kpop! and O'lvls are "coming soon!"

tmr is the last paper for MYE/Prelims 1....

and tmr's paper is maths paper 1, its gonna be difficult!

ok now, to relax after studying for quite some time,

im so going to talk about KPOP! hahahaha!

first off, my SS501 boys!!!!

their comeback will be at the end of May! cant wait.

Music Bank is going to be a boybands battle soon.

since Super Junior is coming back tmr! Bonamana!

and 2PM has already started with "without you"...

too bad, U-kiss ended their promotions already. but,

MBLAQ & CN.Blue's comebacks are next week too!

so SS501 has got 3 other boybands to battle with.. oh yeah!

and guess what, they're all into ballad songs!

except for Suju's bonamana which sounds so bollywood. lol.

and there has been many controversies with SME's artistes,

with that 5yr curse thingy, whatever!

hope SS501 will stay forever as one!

although there were rumours of them going to disband,

but having a leader like Kim Hyun Joong, i guess that will not happen! =P

i hope SS501's song will be good!

and oh, my Park Jung Min opened his online shopping mall long ago alr, his mall is like great! everybody should visit it, http://www.royalave.com/

hmm, i think thats enough for Kpop stuff. annyeong! :D

SS501 fighting forever!

2009-11-15T07:43:00.000-08:00

yst SS501's Persona in Shanghai ended.

it ended at around 10pm, i guess so.

well, i guess SS501 fans were going high!

like come on, 5 hot guys! wow!

and Jung Min sang "peng you" to the fans.

gosh, it was touching i must say.

love him so much when he sings chinese!

its just accurate!! but when he talks,

i dont understand. LOL! but nvm.

and oh my, hyun joong indeed jittjoong-ed!

although i didnt see any video of it.

but leader!! silly boy, the weather so cold.

7 degrees in Shanghai yesterday leh.

i guess the other 3 members solo were awesome too.

im sure the fans & SS501 members all enjoyed their day.

gonna be listening to hyung joon on music high again.

although its like 1am-2am but i dont mind.

listening to baby just makes me happy!

kim hyun joong, heo young saeng, kim kyu jong,

park jung min & kim hyung joon fighting!! =)

SS501 Persona Shanghai Concert

2009-11-14T04:51:00.000-08:00

its been quite long since i've blogged.
Thank God for everything!! =D
i guess im super anti-social. everybody says that.
more "as" than Young Saengie & Kyu!!
even worse than christopher boone. lol?!

yst, was SS501's 1st win in Music Bank.
although they were not there, but yes!!
finally Shinee did not win.
MuBank made a phone call to SS501,
and when they received it they were very happy!

hmm, today's the BIG DAY for SS501!
they are having their Shanghai Concert now!
its their 4th stop for their Asia Tour '09...
the concert started at 7.30pm, i think so.
hope our boys concert will be a big success,
and that it wouldnt rain in Shanghai.
since its like an open concert stage.
i so wanna be in Shanghai now...
really wonder if leader would do a jittjoong!! haha!

oh i dont wanna love again,
i dont i dont i dont baby,
i dont wanna love again cant you see my darling.
-my fav. SS501 ballad song(Never Again).

some stupid MC. roar!

2009-07-29T06:29:00.000-07:00

ok, not getting to go to sch is a torture!
you must think im sick, but im not.
bcos its like who in the world finds it a torture?
stupid mc, spoil my chance of getting perfect attendance.
next time i dont want go doctor le la! =(
this is just so crappy lor.
i am ok le la.. no fair sia!
its like i feel im getting fatter & stupid-er.
and its a totaly waste of time at home lor.
dont want do all the stupid homeworks they gave!
somemore didnt go to sch for the past 2 days + today.
still got some more days. want to die alr la!
i really miss school ok, i miss my table. haha.

what a thing to care about.

2009-07-05T07:14:00.000-07:00

9000 cancer cells... -.-!
ridiculously interesting thing to hear,
supposed to be negative or single digit.
this must be a joke or rubbish logic.
its really frustrating me, piece of crap.

like its another world...

2009-06-22T07:36:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE MIN HO!!!! =)

promises dont come easy...

if only studying was as easy as memorizing lyrics.

if only we had the same interest.

if only my attitude towards studying was different.

yes i know, here comes all the "if only(s)" Haha!

guess what? im going sot over BOF..

dude, who dont watch it will lose out man. joking.

dont watch better, concentrate on studies.

hmm, kim bum & lee min ho!!! =D

yay!! i like them so much, omg.. heh.

mama was random-ing asking me to be a medical person. i was like no, i want to be a chef.. LOL! i guess i've finally found my ambition in life? Haha.

thats all i have got to say.

and maths camp today was ok but not ok
.
it was quite good but i still cannot put it to use,

like wth? we had a test right after learning everything.

like how do we really go absorb, im going to fail it.

i feel so miserable now!

2009-05-19T06:24:00.000-07:00

im so angry with myself and everything now!

i failed 4 out of 5 subjects. wow!!!

i guess the other 2 also fail la,

whats the point of studying?!?!?!?!?!

and what adds on to this worst day?

we have long hours of chinese thingy. shit!

thought we could do something more fun lor.

i really regret taking o'lvl chinese sia.

somemore, cannot go SP, TP and AIRPORT!

i really want to go see aeroplanes la.. haha.

our efforts paid off, oh yeah!

2009-05-01T23:17:00.000-07:00

yesterday was 30th April 2009!

it was a long awaited BIG DAY!!

yes, it was shss handbell ensemble's syf day.

long story cut short, we got SILVER!

at least we've sustained the silver for years.

was so wanting to get Gold or Gwh.

so can be better than volleyballers. LoL! jkjk.

oh and come on man! Table of Glory's ending,

was like not nice. haiz!! wasted my time watching..

i want to play table-tennis again!

2009-04-10T22:29:00.000-07:00

after 3yrs+ in Shss, finally after so long.................

last wed, was the volleyball nationals finals.

the B div' guys, and they won the match!

happy for them..!! very much love volleyball matches,

can feel the intensity and whenever they spike, so shiok.

really finally get to see the volleyballers play.

but i hate balls.. got like a fear of balls.

anyways, yesterday and today went to Tampines 1.

it was like so crowded la, i hate it!!!

thats why i will never like shopping,

its a total waste of time. Zzz!

and after watching a few episodes of the chn8 show,

ping pang yuan(sp?) a.k.a Table Of Glory,

i just felt like playing table-tennis again.

i kind of miss playing it, like seriously.

miss the feeling of intense-ness during a game,

feel like touching the bat and the ball again.

really feel like playing a match with somebody. haha.

my thoughts of fun.

2009-03-30T04:29:00.000-07:00

there were 2 rainbows. forgot when was that this yr.

this picture was at sentosa on saturday..

my hamster! cute right? Haha!

and yup, both of my hamsters!! =)

so saturday & yesterday was a day out to sentosa.

with my family and relatives. =D

gabrielle is so cute la... love her!

and at the hotel room, saw the cadbury ad.

then, she said that its very nice.

i told her, that you can eat the people. LOL!

and today, i do not know why chi fai reads the "hot" mag.

he sure comments alot on it.

today's maths mock paper was a big headache!
my brain space is really small. -.-!

if it was a weird feeling

2009-03-09T18:28:00.000-07:00

NICOLE MUI thinks she was being stalked by some guy.
and when i walked past him,
and told her to call 999,
he did not follow already...
but hmm, i dont think he's a stalker.
cause his face seemed familiar to me.

and nicole mui, dont so thickskin lor. Haha!
oh and she got to see luo zhi xiang, live! ahhhh!!
like luo zhi xiang is so cute & handsome of course.
omg! no fair lor! his face is in the newspapers.

its an unforgettable eve of VDAY!

2009-02-13T20:33:00.000-08:00

its one more day to V'DAY!! -.-!
and today is mow rong's birthday!
and its Friday the 13th.. lol.

anyways, about the angel and mortal game.
i felt so pai seh la, about what i gave my mortal.
Big Joke of the day.. hahaha!
and about the angel, ok no comments. but thanks.
all i can say is i was shocked yet not surprised.
ok whatever crap im saying...
and thats all la..

THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO GAVE ME THINGS for Vday.
And Esp, YongLin, Natalie and Nicole.
and of course the teachers and my family!
i love them for who they are...

its just the mind

2009-01-22T23:40:00.000-08:00

today was just another funny day.
especially during a-maths tuition,
which was like a few hours ago...
me, nat, mui & sh. we always laugh.
like laugh for no reason at all. HAHA!

then i like keep making mistakes,
i was like totally stressing myself out,
and mr wong was like "think properly, relax!"
then i keep laughing cos of my mistakes
then suddenly cried. wah, i was like so pai seh... omg!!
and my brain was seriously not working,

then mui and nat also keep saying wrong things,
and shihui was like so smart today. LOL!

2009-01-17T07:02:00.000-08:00

hmm, mui doesnt like her register no.
and so do I, but actually i dont really care.
its bcos sec 1 my reg.no was 1.
then sec2 was 2. and sec3 was 3.
but this year sec4 is 2. thats why i dont like.
i really wanted 4 la. that would be so cool.
but well, whatever. Haha! very random!

invisibility of my ability. lol.

2009-01-16T08:00:00.000-08:00

i dont really know what to say.
dry-fit polo tee jersey is weird for class tee!
but well, my words cant change any decision.
im like not a part of the class.
just take it that im invisible. =)
if i suggest anything, ppl will just scold me.

2009 i am here!!

2009-01-01T14:16:00.000-08:00

so yesterday was 2008. its history.
and now its 2009!! oh yeah!
its gonna be a awesome year!
hope everyone will have a happy 2009.

and i watched the encore of the countdown.
and tay ping hui is so handsome!!
he is tall, handsome and cute! HAha...
sch starts tmr... gonna go crazy!

its a very merry christmas.

2008-12-25T23:29:00.000-08:00

Christmas is here!!!!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS to everybody...
my family always celebrate on christmas eve.
i love the presents. yay! =D
i so love christmas. oh yeah. haha.
enjoy the last 30mins or so, of 25th dec. see ya!

hot shot is really nice!

2008-12-06T12:52:00.000-08:00

omg!!! HOT SHOT is a super nice show!!!
like seriously!! super funny!!
esp, xiao zhu. make me laugh until can die.
episode 3 make me laugh like crazy!
somemore got wuzun and jerry!! =D
xiao zhu is super funny in the show.
jerry act in show always act cool de.. -.-!

its gonna be christmas.

2008-12-04T22:46:00.000-08:00

hey people!!
i've put up my christmas tree already.

im just being really random..
and decorated it nicely... Haha!
looking at it just makes me smile!
i wanna plant my own christmas treeeeee...

btw, 'miss no good/bu liang xiao hua' is a nice show!
anyone who falls into the mire of love is foolish.

i guess i'll be missing them.

2008-11-22T00:52:00.000-08:00

ok now is like past midnight.
and its saturday....
nicole mui is leaving for hongkong in a few hours' time.
i guess im gonna miss her??! take care!!
so many ppl going hongkong sia.

today almost out the whole day.
went to orchard in the evening.
omg, i so do not like the crowd.
it just makes me feel so irritated.
there was what ladies night thingy.
and the guys cannot go inside. haha.
i guess shopping really kills me. so crappy.
i was looking at high heels and trying them on.
i am very sure i will not wear high heels in my life.
i think i dont even take a step, will fall down le.
and i will never dye my hair. LOL! random-ing.

in the end go coffee bean to look for my dad.
i'd rather sit there drink something than shop!!
seriously why do women like shopping??
it only makes ur legs pain.
and you will spend away ur hard-earned money. wth.

actually its just ok.

2008-11-21T00:29:00.000-08:00

hmm, so just now watched 9.35pm's 'Quantum of Solace'.
i didnt want to miss the 9pm show, but nvm.
ok, so the show was like what i expected.
adventurous but it was super messy, like M.I's...
i was blur throughout, nearly slept.
i so dont like those kind of endings!!
and they went thru so much crap,
and yet so little blood or injuries. -.-!

the best part was the front part!! =D
cos got 'Alfa Romeo' and 'Aston Martin'. oh yeah!
it looked so nice! but where got so good de??
ok whatever. i wanna watch 'Madagascar 2'
it looks kinda cute. esp, that cute hamster-ish thingy'.

3D's class outing at sentosa.

2008-11-11T20:30:00.000-08:00

so yesterday 10/11/08(mon).

was the class outing to sentosa!! =D

and it rained the whole day sia.

it was ok... nothing much to say.

but great effort was put in by those who made it happen..

ok, zac efron, joe jonas rocks! but zac more shuai!

now pictures!!!

carissa & mui. i like nicole's hair! =)

took this from mui. kinda like this picture.

i love 3D...

i must be mature. LoL!

2008-11-07T20:09:00.000-08:00

hmm, last 2 days our class went to simei college(ITE).
it was rather boring. heh.
but 2nd day the cca thing was kinda nice.
although i felt really awkward doing something.
but i was like, be mature! open-minded.
and had to go up that wall thingy.
they kept asking me to just do it.
so well, i know i must support my class.
and i just did it lor. haha.

and well, today is like ok.
last day of the 2weeks. is that good?
and we totally embarrassed nicole mui.
i cannot stand it when i play till its beyond their limit.
thats when i feel like so guilty.
but i hope friends can bear with each other. =P

i should never call that fate...

i just feel like its stupid.

2008-10-30T20:56:00.000-07:00

yesterday night had a talk with my dad.
talked about handbell.
and how bad i am in handbell.
he told me to concentrate on my studies.
and that handbell is a useless CCA.
it cannot help me in the future.
and studying harder in my studies will help me a lot.
so i think im not going to care about handbell.
even if i dont get into SYF, who cares.
for now, its only my studies that matters!

really crazy moments.

2008-10-27T22:33:00.000-07:00

all i wanna do, is be with you...
so HSM3 was kinda good.
but too many songs a bit no link. Haha!
oh and the part where they waltz at the rooftop.
that part was rather romantic. =D

and saturday went to uncle's house.
watched the halloween: resurrection.
ok, it was a really retarded show!!
i was going crazy!! it went something like that,
whack his face, kick his ****, slap him la!
and the guy really go put electricity at his in-between.
i was like woah, shiok!!!!! so funny!

then yesterday sunday....
go uncle's house again. nothing better to do.
why they everytime watch football so noisy?!?!
anyways, so i listened to music.
and i actually slept with style on the sofa.
and i've fallen in love with volkswagens!!
i saw pink, white, dark blue and red ones.
interestingly, i definitely find that its cute!!

and well, today was nothing much.
watched MI:2, i kinda feel like its boring!
i only know its about this virus, chimera.
then what fight here fight there.
and i was totally blur!!!! HAhas!
and i seriously hate chn8 shows already!
the 9pm one had a stupid ending!
i repeat stupid!!!!!!! omg la! crappy!
but tay ping hui is really handsome! random.

oh and i went shopping today!!
nat and mui, surprised anot???
so im still a human ok!!

thats just crazy!

2008-10-21T19:37:00.000-07:00

i officially love my guitar...
im trying to learn to play it myself.
but i dont think it works without actual lessons.. Haha!

and jonas brothers & demi lovato rock on!!
like seriously they seem like great gentlemen.
while demi is really so great, i like her smile!
LOVE them!! Hahaha! =D

these horrible things!

2008-10-15T05:39:00.000-07:00

everything sounds unreasonable.
results are I DONT KNOW! horrible?
and mr yeo yh is so unreasonable!!
i didnt get to see my lit paper.
later you mark wrong how? Retarded!
just bcos i couldnt hear my name,
he dont want give me back. CHILDISH!
the class was making so much noise.
cant possibly ask them shut up for my sake right?!?!
i heard everybody the name. except for mine.
like how can sia? so weird lor!!!
where got this kind of teacher de!!!
and handbell is making me go crazy.
i think i've really made the wrong decision in joining.
like i so hate musical stuff can!!
and a NA student like me so slow.
confirm keep on kena scolded de lor.sian.
should have joined some sports cca!

i want but not needs.

2008-10-01T07:48:00.000-07:00

i wish im '6' foot tall... =D

i so want demi lovato's, 'Dont Forget album'.

and i want the jonas brothers music albums too.

i'll really miss her.

2008-09-29T20:02:00.000-07:00

i really do miss my grandmother.
past few days had been at the funeral.
spent time with my cousins.
felt like it was back to childhood.
today was the last day. sad...
went to the crematorium.
while almost everybody was crying.
i could only feel that my heart was very pain.
but i think i held back my tears.
when she passed away i couldnt even cry.
i think i was too stressed with the exams.
i will really totally miss her loads!

OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIE!

2008-09-25T01:00:00.000-07:00

oh i so love the radio!!!
91.3 rocks! i like it for the time being.

this is just so crazy!

2008-09-19T18:49:00.000-07:00

I SO WANT A LAMBORGHINI!!
EOY's here! im really dead. D-I-E.

if we could be like this.

2008-09-12T03:41:00.000-07:00

where's the chemistry?

its just too mesmorising!!

2008-09-09T07:40:00.001-07:00

Moonlight Resonance = nice show!

Ka, Ho, Yuet, Yuen, Hing, Chung, Tsau.

kam wing chung/wan ka hang is so cute!!!!!!!!! =)

i like vincent wan ka hang. AHhhhh!

i know this is retarded.. heh.

camp rock officially rocks!

2008-09-07T21:53:00.000-07:00

ok, CAMP ROCK totally ROCKED!!!!
Joe Jonas rocks.
and Demi Lovato rocks too.
her voice sounds super touching to me.
and they were so close yet so far.
'this is me' was really touching!!!!

what shit is happening to her??

2008-09-03T20:48:00.000-07:00

if only i had listened to you,

none of this misery would have happened.

my life would not be so bad.

could it be fate?

what's going on???!!!!

i've made so many mistakes.

whats next??

what do you ppl want me to do?

i cannot possibly satisfy everybody.

its difficult you know?

everytime make me feel so guilty.

like i owe you like that.

holidays are boring!

i dont feel like doing homeworks.

i rather dont have holidays can!

why cannot study in sch?

i rather be with my friends,

and listen to teachers teaching...

so that's what you wanna say

2008-08-28T01:33:00.001-07:00

i hope it is just the beginning.
and that is what i call romance.

and school is just studying hard everyday.
so like nothing much. yup.

its not funny!

2008-08-20T21:34:00.000-07:00

its not up to you to judge me like that.
the 7pm, chn8 show is really TOUCHING! =)
does true love even exist in this world??
and are you even worth the trust?!?!
i dont feel at ease with everybody around me.
i guess that is why i seldom talk too. heh.

its just a day.

2008-08-18T06:27:00.000-07:00

HELLO!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUIMUI!! =D
left only 2hrs&35mins till today is over.
oh and one more thing!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was like a dumbdumb thing la.
it was something like that arh...........
cos mui buying her cake, then ask for candles,
mui: erm, 15candles.
me: no, should be 10 big candles and 5 small.
(i think through again)
me: omg! wrong! its 1 big 5 small.
mui: wah, good lor, say i so old.
me: 105 years old! Haha!
ok, guess she really suits up to the name,
AH MA!!! Hahahahaha!!!!! Zzz! =P
but isnt it good? she can be a centurion! =)

A faithful friend is a sure-shelter.

whoever has found one has found a rare treasure.

my words just arent promises.

2008-08-10T20:25:00.000-07:00

PROMISE is just such a big word.
Trust seems to be a bigger word... -.-!
i cant even seem to trust my grandparents.

Happy Belated Birthday to SINGAPORE!!

i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

and 080808 seems to be a really really really really really really really cool number la. its just seems so nice to me. =)

oh gosh, the olympic games was shiok,
esp, yesterday's beach volleyball....
the guys was damn good!!! heh.
i wish i was a volleyballer. so cool!
i so wanna play beach volleyball someday.

im so very stupid!

2008-08-05T19:17:00.000-07:00

E & A maths papers were difficult for me.
and yet so many people find it easy.
i seriously very hopeless lor!!!
i know the qns is can do de. but i DONTKNOWHOW!!
i can just go die la.
the world doesnt need me anyway...
and i'll only get at most 10/40 for E-maths.
and for A-maths only about 3/30.. haiz!!

I MADE A TOTAL MESS OUT OF MYSELF!

common test was rubbish.

2008-08-04T21:08:00.000-07:00

its time i'll say goodbye...
CT was rubbish!!!

if time could just stop.

2008-08-01T05:14:00.000-07:00

im still wishing i could just lie on the grass.

it never ends. seriously.

that 4 letter word makes everything sour.

and i so wanna work hard for this year!

but i still feel like i just cannot.. Zzz!

bcos i know that im stupid...

i love dogs!

2008-07-29T05:53:00.001-07:00

He molested me!!!
SPCA rocks!! i love the dogs.
esp, milan the siberian husky!
btw, the 'He' is milan... -.-

i still dont love you.

2008-07-27T16:54:00.000-07:00

till death do us part...

why must go hospital?!?!

i'll just pray & hope you'll be alright.

turning point of life?!

2008-07-23T05:24:00.001-07:00

the sky looked disastrous.
you look happy to me...
everybody go watch "a walk to remember!"
the guy cry, you confirm cry de...
i hate it when guys cry, so sad la!!! -.-!

its a never changing history.

2008-07-18T19:36:00.000-07:00

i will never want history to repeat itself,
never again.
wish all this hadnt happened at all...

today PE was fun-ness!
played volleyball. anyhow play.
whack the ball until whole hand red.
now my index finger got blue-black. LoL.
then nothing. and home! =D

i hate chicken soups!
of course not literally la.. hehe.
everything is going really wrong, literally!

stupid, wash my socks for no reason!

history was a second ago.

2008-07-15T17:51:00.000-07:00

ok oral is a confirm fail for me.

and yesterday was Miss Universe!
i guess 'venezuela' will win.
in the end she really win.. COOL!!!
i wonder why cant singapore win.
everytime like that one..
are we that ugly? or small? lol.

and my ambitions when i was young,

was to be a model and a teacher.

it will never come true.

cos im short, stupid, ugly. lol.

and my name was a model's name,

that my mum saw in a newspaper,

so she chose that name for me. Zzz!

but i kinda like it.. hehe! =D

and they named me jiajia bcos,

in cantonese, it sounds nice.. HAHA!

ok why am i telling you all these?? -.-!

RANDOM!!!!!! =)

it has ended.

2008-07-14T20:31:00.000-07:00

you've put on quite a show.
and it was very entertaining...
but i guess its all over now.

i wish i had a time machine.
but what can i do leh?... =)
now im sad.. wth la!!! Zzz!

~~i cant go in between you two.~~

~~so stop this jealousy.~~

weird-ness!

2008-07-08T23:06:00.000-07:00

i really cant live with this jealousy ok?!?!
i dont get it la! whats wrong with me? -.-!

please just take me to the sea,

and throw me in, will you??

nice days and not so nice ones...

2008-07-08T16:22:00.000-07:00

yesterday!!
we went to watch hancock!!!
WE=me,aw,sh,nats,ernest,boonkiat.
super nice show can..
its touching too lor. =)
-fate doesnt decide everything,
we have a choice to make...

today!!
-new student, jordan toh.
is the girl one, not the volleyballer.
actually she not really new.. -.-
-we got video-ed on CNA's camera?! lol.
-school was fine.
decided to come home early.
i want to sleep. =D
and i want to go JC!!
but i know i cant la. hah!

last week pictures.

3 people same birthday. nice right? im hungry!

its yummy!! Haha! =P

crappiness!!

2008-07-03T19:22:00.000-07:00

save me from this stupid-ish life!

mrs quek i really dont know!!
i know you cant make everyone happy.
and nothing is perfect...
i guess its just me bah...
i'll try and think over what you said.

school rocks?!

2008-07-02T22:12:00.000-07:00

im looking forward to chemistry remedials!
bcos mrs anna lim is nice!! =)
seriously, i mean it.. haha.
im not sure about my now seat.
how? die?!! maybe shouldnt have changed?
i know you all hate me la.
i also never do anything to you all 2C girls.
i really dont wanna be in 3D... F***Shit!!!
i wish i can go in front of the class,
and tell you all how i feel about each and everyone!
lit & ss homeworks sucks! -.-!

i miss being ur friend!! =(

HAPPY birthday to me!!!

2008-07-01T19:11:00.000-07:00

YAY! its my birthday today!!
so HAPPY BIRTHDAY to myself! =D
oh and happy bday to those 5 ppl too,
ernest, my 2 aunts, my cousin & somebody else!
happy birthday and enjoy the last few hours.. =P

anyways, today was okok la.. Haha!
first reached school with mui & nats,
then chi fai came to me and said,
happy birthday... LOL!
then he say my table got a lot of surprises.
so ya, then went inside classroom,
saw the bouquet of roses & a photoframe.
was so damn touched la.. seriously!
omg la!! it is from Yong Lin & Geraldine!
the photoframe got our picture!! aHhh! =D
thanks so much both of you!!! i love you!
smart that you know real roses will die fast,
so you gave me those folded ones..
thank you for ur hardwork and everything!

then a lot of ppl wished me happy bday!
ok thank you to those who wished me!
like, yong lin, geraldine, nats, mui, sh, aw, ernest, tabitha, elizabeth!, bro wai keong, benjamin, nat, hajar, carissa and yup lots more la.. HAha! thank you very much! I appreciate!
then MT, nats,aw & sh gave me a nike waterbottle! omg, black one sia. cos i lost my dark blue one.. Haha! thank you thank you!!
then a lot of ppl keep asking who give me.
ben thought i giving people.. Haha?!
and he thought the roses is buy de, but actually is yong lin make de, if im not wrong la.. hahas. and he was like confirm make one anot?!! lol. still ask isit girl or guy give.. Zzz?! and he damn pro, he thought is *** give me de.. lagger la you!! Haha. jkjk!
and mow & walton keep touching my roses!
mow still use it to ask mui 'marry' him. LOL!
and mow didnt know the roses is ppl give me de, then he dropped it, and then i told him is ppl give me de, first time i see him so sincere in saying sorry to me. lolx!!

then nats, aw, sh came my house...
we baked brownie.. LoL.
it turned out alright..
but not really like brownie, more like sponge!
but the dark chocolate too bitter!
we gave some to ernest.. haha!
hope wont get food poisioning.
seriously, eat it at ur own risk.. lol.
ok yup, thats all bye!
today seems to be the best day???!

birthday for me!!

2008-06-30T21:14:00.000-07:00

TMR is the bestest day for me ever!!
1st july 1993 rocks... =P
i know 5 people, bday also tmr leh!!
how cool is that eh??! Hahaha!

3 days!

2008-06-26T06:06:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to...
farah and joleen!! =D

Tues- sch was fine,
taekwondo girl damn cute,
i fell in love with this pretty girl!
Haha, like duh, im joking!
but she is really pretty..

Wed- stupid day!
there was this damn funny thing,
royston banged on the wall...
while chasing wei chong... Zzz!
damn cute sia!!!!
me and natalie laugh like shit.
then school end, they came my house,
we played boardgames.. LOL!

Thurs- good day...
mt lesson was roar!!!
maths made me so sleepy. Haha!
everyday the guys make so much noise.
i hate my seat!! stupid!!!!
after sch, went coffeeshop eat,
then while walking back home,
with nats, aw and sh...
saw some bikers la... suddenly,
got one guy his whole bike fly,
he should be got fall bah...
then i laughed.. oops! i didnt mean to!
i always laugh when people fall,
or even when i fall i also laugh.
thats just who i am.. heh.
im so sorry, whoever you are.
then he like damn pai seh.. SORRY!!!!

anyways, then we played boardgames!
our wonderful childhood memories...
play until got beetle 'pop out'!!
all of us screamed like siao!!! =)
scream damn long la. super funny..
i love 'mastermind' so fun!
then 5.30pm+ they went home.
yupyup, byebye!! =P

school is now!

2008-06-23T08:04:00.000-07:00

about 1 more week till something big!
to me its big la... Hahaha! =)

sch is back!! am i happy? sort of...
today was slow... actually not really.
he really entertains me like crap la!
and me and natalie during bio,
we were talking all the way la!
we ~~were~~totally not paying attention,
talking about ghost stories.. Hah!
went with mui to collect her flats.
so many weeks and finally... haha!
B-Y-E!

some quiz.

2008-06-20T21:06:00.000-07:00

well, since jasmine wants me to do.
then yup, i'll do. cos im bored too. HAha!

Rules & regulation of this quiz:
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves with answers.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Q: If your Lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
A: i dont know, i wont do anything bah. and i didnt do anything la. stupid right? HAha!

Q: If you can have a Dream to come true, what would it be?
A: just pass O'levels. and can get a good job next time.

Q: What will your dream wedding to be like?
A: totally romantic and nice one, at a beach? LOL!!

Q: If you can know who you were in your previous life,what kind of person would you wanna be?
A: I would wanna be someone who is kind,fun and extrovert.

Q: What's your ideal lover like?
A: i dont know,romantic funny? hehe.

Q: Which is more blessed , loving someone or being loved by someone?
A: being loved by someone la.. Zzz!

Q: How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
A: a year or more? oops. but i wait also no use!! =P

Q: If the person you secretly liked is already attached , what would you do?
A: do nothing la. what can i do sia?!?! or maybe stay as friends with him, and make him know how much i like him? but wont it be like stealing him from his woman? HAha! wah, im talking crap!!

Q: Is there anything that made u unhappy these days?
A: woah, everything can! esp, those stupid people.

Q: Is being tagged fun?
A: yup, of course la.. since im bored too mah.

Q: How do you see yourself in ten years time?
A: being a roadsweeper. or sleeping in the streets. seriously!

Q: Who are currently most important people to you?
A: family, friends, TJ people!

Q: What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
A: cute, funny, happy person. hah!

Q: Would you rather to be single and rich or married but poor?
A: married but poor? i dont like being rich. really. although money is everything.

Q: What's the first thing you do every morning?
A: wash up?! Zzz?

Q: Would you give all in a relationship?
A: errr, i guess so la.

Q: If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
A: dont know. the one who truly likes me, and more gentleman. wait, whats simultaneously?

Q: Do you have a pet?
A:nope. but i want one!

Q: What type of friends do you dislike?
A: dont tell me the truth, and gossipers, and backstabbers.

8 person that i'm tagging...
nicole mui
natalie
I dont know who else leh, dont think they will do anyway. hahas! or anybody who sees this just do la. for the sake of fun-ness! hehe.

church camp rocked!! =P

2008-06-19T12:18:00.000-07:00

hello. this is confirm going to be a long post!
i dont think you'll want to read it. LOL!

anyways, church camp rocked la!!
it was like totally awesome...
i dunno how to describe it.. Haha!
so it was LTD camp for rockers! like the youths.
and the journal they gave was nice... =D

so first day. (16/6/08)
woke up really early.
then took train to chinatown.
then blahblahs... we spilt in our groups.
my grp: adora, ian, joseph lim, beatrice, viro.
we were group 8!! =)
then had some ice-breakers...
group 4 and group 8 are together.
grp 4: charles, pei ting and some more.
then i cant rmbr what games we played.
after that had teaching of UTB panel.
UTB ( unlocking the bible)...
we had to teach la.. scary la!!
first was lesson4 (bryan ong A.k.a bong! & sharon) i didnt teach cos too scared le.. HAHA! then was lesson1 (pastor timothy & joen) i got teach leh, super nervous la!!! and then was lesson2 ( sam david & brendan) this station was funny la!! lolx. and lastly was lesson3 ( brenda & angeline) was so relaxed le, cos last lesson! Hahaha. then had afternoon service. pastor tim teach about chickens and eagles... super nice la! then had dinner, i ate like a bit only, cos dunno why also la. and we fasted for lunch and i am surprised why i can dont eat dinner. LoL! i think i only interested in junk food!! Haha! then we all took bus to chalet at netheravon road..
i was in chalet I... while others in chalet H. and the guys were chalet E & F. at the other side.
and my roomates are like: rachel, pei ting, abigail, viro, melissa. and our chalet also got: su fern, carissa, jolene, dolly, grace, beatrice, charlotte, esther, joyce. then blahblah, settled into camp and did consecration book and then sleep!

2nd day (17/6/08)
woke up at 5.15am!!!
then took bus to church at 6am.
then we had morning prayer...
and breakfast was bee hoon. a lot la!
i couldnt eat again.. crazy man!
then had games, played 'bomb or no bomb'.
funny game la! but grp 2 & 6 were very good.
then teaching of UTB panel again, lesson8, 5, 6... teachers were: dolly, sis dabbs, grace, bryan loh(bloh), su wern, bro wesley... yup!!
oh yaya, and we played this common game called angels unaware! its a game where everybody pick a name, and that name is ur mortal... then you have to give gifts to ur mortal la... lolx. its quite fun cos you dunno who is ur angel until the last day la.. then had afternoon service, it was totally great lor!!! about reality of hell, make us feel the urgency of getting everybody to know christ! then blahblahblahs, and dinner was a lot again! but this time smarter, i share with carissa, cos really cannot eat. and then took bus to chalet again. oh and did i mention, we always pass by the flyer thingy.. damn cool. haha. then didnt have night activity, so went to living room and do consecration book with jolene, carissa, pei ting and esther(sp?) till 11.30am. then sleep!

3rd day! (18/6/08)..
it was the most awesome and crazy day!
rise and shine at 5.15am again.
then bus-ed to church!
morning prayer again...
i was rather close to pei ting la....
she is like my big sister can!! Hahaha.
then had breakfast. bee hoon again!! -.-
then morning service... it was damn great.
suddenly we all one by one go up stage.
then end of morning service, everybody was damn tired la... then pastor tim say, let us rest, and no more UTB teaching and also dont have afternoon service... so i went down with carissa cos she need to buy her thing for her mortal.. went down then got alot of ppl, suddenly felt like all this people need to be saved, if not they will go to hell and stuff. AHhhh! but i was really tired. then went up, sit at the angels unaware that place, cos got tables to rest on mah... then blah, kieran suddenly asked us if you were an angel which chocolate would you choose, then i didnt choose, then he say im the deciding factor... so just anyhow choose, ok no link. but kieran is like super funny and gentleman can!!

there is this incident where somebody suddenly dropped the milo on the table, and we all tried to clean up quickly, and kieran come say, aiyo, if got this kind of thing tell me la, i know what to do.. and he does not expect any thank you.. see he super cool right?!! so is tian cheng. and keiji also a damn funny guy! crazy one! then 2pm had games, played 'bomb or no bomb' again! but its super duper fun one!! and played 'chop, chop' some chopsticks game la.. lolx. then i cant rmbr what other games we played.. and they asked us to write on drawing blocks the comments you feel about our grp members and other people.. yup! then time pass so quickly, it was already 5pm le.. then bus-ed to chalet, then got 20mins to get ready. and we went to BBQ!! at the guys side.. b4 the food and stuff were ready. we played games.. that keiji really like joker la! we played a really FUNNY and crazy game. laughed like shit!
then bbq started, and like suddenly dunno what time it rained, but it only rained where we were sitting, the Bbq pit there no rain.. super COOL!!! then played the 'bomb or no bomb' again!! this time got a lot of blanket charades! damn crazy game, the audiences always laugh. cos everytime reach until middle person the whole msg you are supposed to pass down will go haywired la!! there was this where the answer was: dancing like a diva, and J.O gave the answer as 'asians shampoo!!!' omg la!! Hahaha! then had the revealing of angels unaware. my angel was joshene, and i was her angel also.. LOL! and grp 4 & 8 won 2nd. yay! then go back chalet we talked till 3.30am sia!! and then sleep.. Zzz!

4th day/last day (19/6/08)
woke up at 8am... packed up.
then go guys side again...
and blahblahs. then dismissed.
many ppl go changi village to eat.
i didnt eat again leh! siao right?!
then eat finish, most of us wait for bus 29.
keiji so random suddenly ask me, jolene and carissa we secondary or poly.. then after keiji asked carissa he asked me, you poly arh? i was like no.. LoL. do i look like im from poly.. HAHA?!?! and keiji was like 'haha, you all the holiday going to end already, i not yet..' Zzz! siao one leh he!! then went home like 12pm.. yup! BYE! thats all.

2008-06-15T08:49:00.000-07:00

tmr is the day!!! =)
hope i'll have good fun...
but i think my introvert-ness will kill everything.
ahhhhh, whatever la...
we'll see bah... BYE!! =D

this is where the story ends.

hungry-ness to boring-ness!

2008-06-13T07:08:00.000-07:00

ahhhh, im hungry and bored..
every hour also hungry...
im gaining lots of weight i think.. die!
3 more days, hope i'll have fun leh.

ooh and its friday the 13!!!
and im homealone again.. roar!
im kinda hating this alone feeling.. -.-
anyways, homeworks are a little bit done only.
i want to finish it, but very lazy leh!!
okay, whatever... =P
byebye, i dunno what to say le.

its like im walking on broken glass.

now my heart's in two...

dying-ness!

2008-06-10T20:57:00.000-07:00

HELLO!! =D
great! not a single thing done.
im just too lazy bah...
5 more days and its happiness!
6moredaysandimdead!! -.-

anyways, my memory's really short.
i cant really rmbr what happened.. Zzz!
i've got a lot of problems with myself.
i think im like abnormal la.. totally!
so many imperfections of me... haiz.
well what can i do, nobody's perfect.
and yay, no more home alone-ing.. =D
its like for 4 days la.. craziness lor.

ohya, i remember le... haha!
yesterday went to tm watch 'kung fu panda'
went to watch with my sis and her friends.
saw wei liang and xiang there.. LOL!
they watched kung fu panda too. heh.
its like so damn cute cute show can!!
i love that show, i find the ending nice.
i like the bouncy effect 'po the panda' makes. lol.
the panda is really cute...
but in the whole show. i only like..........
the noodles and the pau... HahaHA! =P
and today went out with somebody.
go buy bbt and blahblahs...
oh ya and we saw paul & some guy... lolx.

YAY finally my parents are back!!
and its home-alone no more!! wheee! =D

i know i look blur.. like some idiot. =)
but its the nicest picture. haha!

i hate myself for not being able to forget you.

you can love everybody but can dont like somebody.

i hate homeworks!

2008-06-06T22:40:00.000-07:00

1 down. 4 more to go!! die. =(
chantal, all the way. be ANTM in cycle 9!

booya hello!

2008-06-04T22:57:00.000-07:00

12 more days!! =D
wonder if i'll enjoy it...

tadaaaaaa!

2008-06-02T12:03:00.000-07:00

ok this post is for natalie.
since she wants me to post... Zzz.
its only 11.55am now.. and im bored!!
i said i'll start on my homeworks.
well, maybe later... hehe.

yesterday wasnt that fun afterall.
bcos both sides the events ALWAYS clash!
like seriously. christmas always like that de.
and i totally hate it man. sianz! =(
so well, had our dinner at chong pang there.
had fun talking and blahblahs...
there was communication breakdown. Zzz!
long time didnt see jeff and gary...
they look scary can. never talk to them de.
jeff looks like caleb(uaretheonetheguy)...
but not as white as him la.. Hahahas!
well, the food wasnt that nice...
i prefer what my father's side always order.
their food is like more to my taste la.. lol.

then eat finish at like 9pm like that...
drove my grandparents back....
then went to changi there la..
on the way, saw a 'lotus'... nice shape man!
but daddy said its not as expensive,
as lamborghini or ferrari....... lolx.
and its yellow la. then saw another one,
its white.. always these few colours. haha.
by the time reach chalet left only a few ppl.
at least the cute baby was there.. Haha!
we looked at the baby trying to sleep,
for like 1hr sia.. crazy right.. HAha!
i love love love babies!!! =D
then talk talk talk, and home!

dying...

2008-05-30T20:42:00.000-07:00

shits, something's wrong with my body.
like lau sai-ed 3 times today!
and dunno how many times this week!!!
and the pain comes back after a few hours,
but only last for like a few seconds la.
it has been going on this whole week. Zzz!
well, maybe its just normal-ish.. lolx.
but i keep wanting to shit.. roar! -.-!
damn it la.. sianz! holidays are boring!!

everybody's out for the bbq or whatever it is.
and omg, it was the same spot/pit,
as the 1st feburary 2008 that one.. Hahas!
and im bored... sian-ness can.. haiz!
at least mui didnt go... lol. crap!
the chn8, 9pm show ended le...
i hate those endings.. seriously.
but normally most endings i dont like. heh.
and where got in life can go back in time de?!
like 2 times somemore.. siao arh?!!

btw, my sis friend says that,
a scoop of ice-cream = a steak... -.-!
you know like sirloin/beef steak. woah!!
i dont know where they get that info from.
like wth man.. can die la..
have been eating ice-cream this few days,
and macdonalds the greentea one rocks!
have been addicted to cookies&cream la.
like so fattening la. prefer peppermint one!

and my dear nicole mui...
you better take care!!! heh.

just this very dream.

2008-05-27T23:15:00.000-07:00

woah, i just realised that its like my 502 posts la.
its like only 2-3 years sia.. cool.
i know, you'll say i blog so much.. heh.

anyways! today is my daddy's birthday!
happy bday... lol.
and i wont let others affect my mood,
from today onwards.. haiz!
why i always cannot promise myself about my commitments. i always say i will let ppl see the happy side of me, no matter what. but i cant do it. i really cant! stupid!
and yes i know im dumb la. i just wished everything was just a dream. and i could restart life, and make the better of it. but i dont think can help la. think it'll become worse. its the words that were never meant to be. i dont want ppl to hate me, bcos i dont hate people. its just the words that come out from my mouth, and i dont mean it at all. im so sorry to all. really very sorry!

its you that matters to me.
its me that i only love...
its the books that i'll commit to..

thesefundaysareover!!

2008-05-25T21:37:00.000-07:00

this is one last thing i'll say, im getting really bored!! too bad, you are a coward so then dont cause this stupid trouble la.. its annoying can. im not being defensive la, i just hate it when ppl say stupid lame rumours about me... you know that verbal is better than saying in blogs, its crap!! and what shit man, you dont even know 'audrey' is a girl's name!! oh gosh! still say is audrey's name a girl,guy or phedophile?! what shit you want la..!! still put a big HAHA behind. lame la you. just shut up la... want audrey to keep her comments, why not you keep urs too.. and i shall keep mine too. i cant be bothered with you le la!!! just F off... its super crappy!! ur straightfoward-ness is too much!

EH, tracy... i already said that you are getting like untrue facts about me. so why cant i say that you like paul. its like some rumour what. so like its so untrue. unless you dunno whats the meaning of un-true, which sort of means Not True!!! now, you're like a dumbdumb!! im not a dummy for goodness sake. i hate ppl who calls me a dummy. in fact if you call me a dummy, you are one too!! =D and i dont care if you like/dont like paul khoo bcos i dont like that guy. and here you are saying that i like him. so whats wrong with saying that you like paul khoo, want me spread somemore rumours i can you know. but i dont think i will, cos im not as evil as you. so wanna have more fun?? i dont mind. but writing in blogs are of no use. wanna have a talk once sch re-opens? i dont mind leh.. its like hmmmm, so damn fun la.

you wanna have fun eh??
you said you are a bitch what.
then why get so offended la? Zzz!
you say im obssessed over that guy.
hmmm, you are like way NOT IN la.
you are like super lagger can.
i already said how many times that i dont like him, for goodness sake la. you really want to have fun?? why not i say, that tracy likes paul khoo. the guy in 3D also in soccer... this is fun right?!! wanna have more fun? i'll get more untrue facts and say about you here la... you wanna say more about me, go ahead la. bcos you can never know how angry i will get... =D you have not known my true colours yet. and i can be nice and yet be super fierce like a piece of shit.
ok enough about this shit.. no point anyways, so useless! and talking about this makes me feel so bitchy. i then dont want become as bitchy as you la.. im suppossed to be good girl one la, until i came to 3D i became like one shitty person. think i better quickly change my attitude sia... haiz!

today i went to cut my hair. yay!
its like thin now. nicenice! love it!
went all the way to boon lay to cut. haha!
and then i showed my parents my report book. my father is so angry. Zzz! at most i study from june holidays onwards lor... so what if my uncles and aunts are teachers at schools. wth la. so what if one of my uncle teaches in Vjc... irritating la... the june holidays are boring... like really super boring... and im really getting tired of living... sianz. maybe, i'll do holiday assignments and homeworks or watch tv or sleep or do my church camp book which is like so freaking thick. Hahaha! but nvm, i'll just study this month.. heh. i must work hard to get number 1,2 or 3 on my report book. cos i really hate the number 5 and U.. LOL!

and i like it when my handphone is quiet, it has been quiet these few days. and i like it. means that i can have a peaceful time. i can talk less than 100-500 words a day la. but normally they say women talk like more words than men. like 5000 words a day i think. like wow! am i abnormal or what? maybe im supposed to be a guy, my family always say i act like one. well, im like that, cant change... and i've never liked talking. so dont insult me by saying that im a mute la.. lolx. and i think i'll try to shut off my phone for the whole month. its of no use. other than making calls to ppl. heh. and HPs are like not a need to humans lor... so are tvs and computers, all these are just wants and not needs.

so why am i even using the com now, i think im intending to not touch the com this whole month. i hope i can accomplish that.. haha. think i've gone out of my mind. but whatever!

everyday is just so bad!!

2008-05-23T21:11:00.000-07:00

today is the last day of school.
wheee, im like happy and sad leh.
i'll miss many friends... lol.
if im not wrong, today should be,
erm, isit weichong's birthday??!
i think so la, anyways, happy bday!

thursday.
had our EM again...
we did sewing damn fun la.
i didnt do sewing,
but watching them do is cool.
and fixing the machine was also fun.
and i couldnt part with the measuring tape.
lolx, look at mui and nats sew,
made me like so pek chek la. hahas!!
then i accidentally whacked adrian,
with the measuring tape. oops.
he thought i purposely de lor.. Zzz!
then he suddenly call me Ms. chow.. lol.
say what my surname nice. -.-!
and asked if i am related to chow yun fat.
like what shit la he.. lame lor!!
then went for CC, boring!! heh.
and mira was annoying again lor. haiz.
suddenly asked if i wanted that guy's number.
wa lao aye, just stop with this stupid acts la.

today - friday.
we had our EM again. fun-ness!!
did our finishing touches,
on our skirt cum tube thingy. lol.
that adrian keep asking us to pin up the drawings.
then ask us to take it down too. wth la.
actually i think FD is the best module,
esp, adrian, our teacher is great. LoL!
then went back class,
took our report book...
i really starting to hate the number 5 lor!
ok then blahs, and went home. BYE!

everytime i look at you,
i feel like i've not given up yet.
i really dont know, have been really confused.
can you just tell me if i should really give up.
its just too difficult to forget you...
i think i'll try to give up bah,
but its like months already, annoying leh.
but i know that you really dont like me le,
and you like her a lot too, so no hope!

depressing world of stupid friends.

2008-05-21T06:42:00.000-07:00

that chn8,9pm show's tragedy happened le.
after so many of their crying episodes,
like hmmm, almost every episode got ppl cry. Zzz!
and this 13th episode is the only one,
that i was crying when they were crying.
zhiling died bcos of zhang nan... haiz!!! -.-!
its just so depressing man.. lol.

this year i guess its really the worse year.
every year also got ppl spoil my year.. wth?!
this is just so crappy la... stupidity rocks! =)
and all thanks to those BIGbigmouth ppl,
dunno how many hundreds of ppl know le...
ok, i know im exxagerating but who cares,
its freaking-ly all ur stupid faults la.. Roar!
and mira like said 'hi' to me twice, like wth?
she is like so purposely can.
she doesnt even say hi to me on normal days.
and then tracy also ask me to look,
at where the guy was at, wat the heck?!
eh, please la, dont be retarded can.
you want spread so much, isit bcos you like him.
why not i suggest you go jio him la,
stop being such buggers la. its annoying!
you ppl maybe got read my blog,
dont blame me bcos i mentioned ur names,
but i wrote here to not go overboard,
if you say somemore hor,
wait till i really go scold you ppl, you'll die happily!
when im angry, i can be like a crazy woman! =P
and its not a funny thing ok!!
sometimes i really do take things seriously.
please stop being such BITCHES!
finally i got the courage to say this 'B' word. =X

okok, today was SPORTS day!!!! wheeeee!
one thing super bad about it was that,
the dumbdumb sun was sooooo HOT!
i was really chao da-ed la.. haiyo.
my cheeks are rather red, and im darker!
i can never get back to my original colour la!
and then, 3D won cheer competition!!
and we won overall sec3 champion for today...
very happy, screamed like siao la.. heh!
and like almost all the 6 classes used 'low'.
like so funny can, but we used the whole song.
the rest is played a bit of it,
and it was like a faster version.. lolx.
oh and 3D the guys run super damn fast can. lolx.
the girls were also fine.... heh.
then after sports day had CC,
at least got air-con sia.. so shuang!!
then go home le, yup Bye!
and sometimes i like 3D,
but sometimes hate 3D, bcos of some idiotic ppl.

stupiddumbuntrustedppl.

2008-05-20T19:02:00.000-07:00

sometimes i really feel like why do i exist?!!
so many people are out to backstab me...
and EVERYONE really cant be trusted.
or maybe i just keep trusting the wrong ppl.
i feel so freaking pissed!!!!!
actually wanted to write vulgarities,
but NoNO, must learn from shihui. Haha!
tmr's sports day. i feel bad about it.
but also looking forward to it. whateveR!

monday - vesak day.
went out with my family to ecp,
went to mac to eat...
after eating saw nat there... lol.
i said hi to him and he like blur sia. heh!
then we went to cycle... wth!
so tiring like 2hrs can.. omg la.
sit until my butt was damn pain!
and like chao da-ing my skin. haha!
then went to PP, ate lunch at sakae.
ooohhhh nice nice. then ate ice-cream.
gosh, our money like so wasted.
but i love food. cannot help it.. lolx.
then at night still go tm & cs,
buy shoes for CC... roar!! ok done.

tuesday - today.
i hate today. worse day ever.
mui suddenly was pissed off with us,
for like idontknow what freaking reason.
made me so angry too...
wanted to kill myself with the scissors la!
ok no la, i was playing with it. lol.
then today we did tie-dyeing... so fun!
then went for AS, handbell was not good.
we played rather horribly again,
for the same song, 'ride the chariot'
hope we dont play badly again for CC.
then waited for the excursion bus...

from this moment onward i was like,
unexplainably angry like super pissed.
found out from shihui that a lot of ppl know,
about my secret. hello, mind you its a secret!
not for you ppl to spread rumors la...
in the first place, i never tell you ppl this secret la.
confirm got somebody go sabo me.. F you!
i freaking hell dont like that guy le la.
why would i like a guy whom i dunno.
i wished i took up boxing...
can box those who spread this rumor.
its not funny ok to spread a secret.
what if i knew who you like/love,
then go spread to the school.
would you be happy, of course no right?!
unless you really desperate for the guy la.
you all can go die la... $^%&$-)&*#!(%!!
i really HATE these kind of ppl,
whom really CANNOT be trusted la.
ok forget about it, i cant do anything.
venting my anger here isnt of any help either.
one fine day, wait and see,
if you ppl have gone overboard...
i confirm you will die like shit... =D
i really totally mean it this time!!
and its like not for you ppl to know,
why be so BUSYBODY la?!!!! -.-!

anyways, excursion went to chinatown.
looked at some fabrics and stuff.
i did not have the mood, was soooo Angry!
then came back sch like 3.45pm.
went back classroom helped the adrian.
after helping we all sat down,
and talked with him... hahas!!
he asked us what we want to do next time.
Haha, then say that most of the time,
guys who join fashion design hor,
only want to see chio-bu.. LOL?!!
okok, byebyebye....

imboredliketotally...

2008-05-18T18:29:00.000-07:00

its like all this had never happened.
so fast, 5months+ gone le... haiz.
wished time went slower... Zzz!
and, jaeken is really cute!! =)
gosh, he is like 1 month old only,
then got lots of hair alr.. hahas! cute!

i wanna buy new specs.
its like breaking off soon, i think. haha!!
i'll never wear contacts... heh. =D
i wanna go shopping... lol.
want to buy lots of things,
very long never shop lor...
i want so many things.
but i know i cant get many...
im not rich... -.-! and being rich isnt good either.

if only i could tell you that iloveyou.
but i know you love her. okwhatever. shutup!
i regretted waiting for you. crappy...
cos we dont even talk already... haiz!!
anyways must concentrate on my studies,
from term3 onwards. no more playing!!
and must work hard for cheer,
i dont wanna be on top, i got this bad feeling,
that i will fall down flat on my face la.. roar!
i wish this whole week would pass fast,
but yet pass slowly too...
fast bcos i hate all those clashes of AS & FD!
oh and CC too. hate it la...
i want my elective module to go properly lor.
why must handbell like that de... annoying!
why go take part in so many things!!!
go die la... ROARRRRRR! pissed off like shit!
and wants it slow bcos i hate the holidays.
cant get to see my friends la.. sian!
to be honest, i think i LOVE school. like seriously!
okokok, ciaos!!

boobooinurpants. haha.

2008-05-16T07:20:00.000-07:00

yay!! we got into cheer finals...
wahahahas, must win!!
or else we will lose to 3J, i think.
haiz!! 3D, we must work hard!!
its like rather surprising that we won.
and like only 6 classes got in...
6 only leh.. crazy man! Zzz!

anyways, today was an ok day.
verification of our marks...
woah, my A-maths overall, 5%!
i think im the worst student la..
then was our elective module.
it was on fashion design. wheeeee!
the teacher was mr adrian... lol.
he is some fashion designer...
then blahblahs, we went to 3A...
when he talk is like very boring..
he sounds gay.. oopsss!!
but oh gosh, he's from Lasalle la. i think.
like how cool is that eh??!
and 10yrs in fashion industry! woah!
too bad, im not interested in fashion designing...
somemore he say its a very competitive thingy.

oh ya, and we formed a grp of 5.
me,shihui,nic,nic aw,natalie...!! =D
and our theme was like, 'bridal gowns'...
then then, he let us draw...
and im like what the!! how draw sia,
i took a long time to start drawing.
just didnt have the mood to draw la.
then finally i drew the body shape.
i find that its quite alright actually.
then the adrian came to our table,
and he saw my drawing, with no dress on yet.
then he helped me to draw la. cool can.
he took less than 1-2 mins to draw an evening gown.
and in my mind was like oh gosh!! so good!
and his evening gown was damn cool.
i didnt dare to draw on that paper anymore.
so took another piece and did something like his.. heh.
then 12.45pm sch ended....
had the council commendation rehearsal. sian!
i really hate hate hate handbell la. stupid Cca!

somemore hor, tuesday suppose to go excursion.
but all bcos of that stupid 'Arts Streats'...
me and shihui cant go.. wth??! asshole!
its like going to some fashion industry place i think.
like how nice is that la... roar!!
its like a once in a lifetime thingy lor.
i dont think i'll ever be a fashion deisgner either.
so just let me go la.. crappy handbell!!
then after handbell,
me and yonglin helped alison with her stuff,
we went to canteen to count tables&benches.
lolx. like so lame... Hahaha! but fun.
we did the arrangement until we gave up.
we even moved some benches.. hahas!
after that, went with yonglin & geraldine to Tm.
miss going out with them, like so long le. haiz.
they were like so LoL la...
yonglin was putting all the fault on geraldine.
bcos of the stands thingy.. Hahaha!
funny sia... then took bus home with yonglin.
saw kj and jaslynn....... lolx. byebye!

such kind of trust. wth??!!

2008-05-15T18:15:00.000-07:00

i finally know that trust is so darn important.
so please, dont spread my secret can... please?!
or else i can really go bang wall sia. Ahhhhh!
oh and happy birthday to erm,
ummairah and clarissa!! heh. =D

somehow i think my new fridge will die soon.
ahhhh, confirm less than 10years.. Haha!

and to start, i wanna say,
a thousand apologies to ernest & amanda...
bcos while doing the cheer stunts thingy,
i had to go up mah, then come down that time,
i accidentally hit amanda's head. omg, so sorry!
and then while we doing cheer comp. audition,
when it was not yet the slapping part,
i go slap ernest, when his hand not there,
omg, i am so very very sorry!!! haiz!
i was so embarrassed la,
everybody not yet slap then i slap,
only after awhile then they slap. oh wth?!!
i was like oh shit, omg, wat the heck??!!!!
i feel so damn guilty to both of them sia.

anyways, today was still papers collecting day.
i am the worse in A-maths la,
guess how much i got??!!! haha.
3/60!!!! cool right... ur eyes are not tricking you.
i really got 3/60... heh. i feel so damn dumb.
nvm, next term must work hard like shit!
then my lit got like 37/50 la. yay!! =)
the rest is borderline pass or fail. hehe.
ok then ya, nothing le.. bye!!
i really hope can pass through the auditions!
3D good job!! lolx. i must pray hard.
so that we can get in!!! ahhhh!! lol.
ok, byebye my friends... hahas.

and im kinda wanting to hate handbell...
its like just after exams then,
start have so many handbell sessions alr.
i feel so stressed. very angry!!!
i dont know why, just feel like handbell is also adding on to this stress of mine, i really wish there's no Cca(s) in sch la, wish that not joining cca will not affect our marks for anything... everytime go handbell always got fear, scared mrs aw scold me. im just so cham at reading scores can, why did i even want to join a musical kind of Cca la. wth. was it a wrong choice? but i think its too late anyways.. haiz. i didnt want to join (Gb/volleyball) all those sports stuff, is bcos i know my skin colour will become darker, and then ppl will start insulting and making fun of me, i've had enough, like seriously, some nicknames i can take it la, but just never call me black, cos i really am Not black. im so sorry, not being racist here or anything. just dont like ppl to make fun of me... sometimes also wish like not going to handbell, but i'll feel really bad, cos i have never liked to skip things without any reasons. even the other time i got a high fever i still went for handbell la. heh. i want to die, like seriously. sometimes i wonder, what if i was an ant? then dont need to study, isnt that better? but everyday living in fear, cos ppl may step on you. sometimes i wonder, what if i was not a human? would i even know that the Earth exists?? omg, my head is giving me questions like non-stop la. its so freaking irritating. i wished i was a smart girl, and good in everything. but sadly, i am Not. i turned out to be a girl who is rather stupid and dumb at like everything!! ahhhhh, i really feel like handbell is also making me go really frustrated. but who is to blame? me, myself and I... why am i talking things with no link at all sia. wth?!!

2008-05-13T17:47:00.000-07:00

its the end of everything, i guess...
im not waiting anymore... =)

the worse thing of cheer is that,
im pairing up with Lionel Phia! EEe!!
still have to hold his hand. omg, yucks!
nvm, i'll do it for the class. Hahas.

please pass down this msg,
"mui almost kena molested by that sicko guy"
bcos the person like want touch her butt,
and she still want ppl know, so pls pass down! =)
if you have a blog and if you know her. Haha!

sucha dead fun day...

2008-05-12T23:20:00.000-07:00

sometimes i feel like just being the grass...
i shall think positively from today onwards.
i will treat EVERYONE nicer...
so dont feel weird if i do hor. hehe.
i'll not give you guys blackface,
and not moodswings too..
even if im sad, i'll just give a smile. LoL!

today was sucha nice day-out.
with nicole mui and natalie... =D
we watched 'SpeedRacer' Ohyeah!!
go speedracer, go speedracer!
go speedracer GOOooooooo!!
but the not so nice thing was...
i sat beside a guy who looked like,
that handsome guy from side view la.
but actual fact is, he's weird??!
but i think me and nats were weirder.
like we laughed at the lamest things.
and i also laughed for no reasons la!
we were laughing away like siao!!!
but when it comes to the race part,
i was so totally serious man. Hahas.

and another not so nice thing was,
that while nats was listening to me,
cos i was talking about my stupid dream.
she suddenly puked green tea on my hand.
like errrr. wth??!! eeewww!!
guess it was really funny bah. Haha.
but i cant say it here...
its a little too private-ish la.. heh.
can only say that..........
its about me, her and her cube. lolx.
then went mos burger to eat,
then homesweethome!! =D

and chnU,8pm show. 'Uaretheone'!
oh gosh, yuan shuai won again..
i want clement to win. he's cute what?!
i know yuan shuai is really crazily shuai.
but he won 3 times leh. no fair.
Haha. ok la. whatever. bYe!! =)

whats lost will be lost forever, i guess.

stick with a person who would endure,

ur good moods, bad moods,

and whether u're handsomeorprettyorugly.

stupid 3D gossip-ers...

2008-05-10T23:13:00.000-07:00

dont wish to talk about ppl from 3D.
really make me so freaking pissed man!
oh damn damn... roarrrrrrrroarrrr!!

oh yaya, and happy birthday paul.
stay retarded forever!! its good. Haha!
well, just came back from sis friend Bbq!!
but,im not back home yet, still at uncle's house.
the Bbq was alright la...
told ya i was just being too introverted.
i really cant talk to ppl whom i dunno.
and my sis got a lot of pretty friends!
and saw some usual faces,
esp, that jonathan. funny sia he...
and there was this handsome guy.
and the face like very act cool like junhong.
but i think if get to know him will be ok.
and guess whats his name? Royston! lol.
like so omg can. total opposite of royston lee.
he is like tall and handsome sia. woah!
anyways, i think valerie's bro was there too.
and so was sonya's bro.. lolx. so many ppl.

then me and my parents went to the new mall.
then we went to the arcade.
wheee, i played daytona! hahaha!
and then, saw many many familiar faces!!
too bad never see somebody.. haiz!
and saw timothy too. lolx. mr ye no.2!! LoL!
then nothing le lor.. Haha! byebye!

2008-05-09T03:43:00.000-07:00

F***, i Hate 3D!!!! seriously!
except for some ppl and the teachers...
i've really got no comments already.
just feel so pissed. like whats happening?!

today never get to see the person. haiz!

its the end of the MYEs!!!

2008-05-08T03:33:00.000-07:00

omg-ness i cant believe it,
its the end of the MYEs le..
i never study much for every paper.
and yesyes, i mean EVERY!!
i guess im just going to fail all la huh.
with an egg on every paper.. haiz!
ahhh, i suddenly miss "aaron/ah-boo/ah-bu"...
so long long long never see him le la!!!
oh gosh!!! yong lin, do u have his contacts?!!
i dont think so right? lolx. roars...
i really miss him sososo much....
wah, sianz. 3-4yrs never see him le leh...
no fate. dont think i'd recognize him anyways.

you know you were the last person to spend the 2007 with me, and was also the first to spend my 2008 with me... i felt that it was really memorable. and you had to end it this way. but fate made it this way, for you and me to never be friends again. i guess that just wasnt a friendship meant to be... but i really wondered what made you change this way....

today was sucha unexplainable day!!
was walking back to class with nats,
suddenly i said something stupid.
then i dunno why i suddenly turned back,
and guess what???!!!
that guy was behind la, oh shits!
i hope he didnt hear anything la.
but luckily i never say that loudly.
i was feeling frustrated saying that stupid thing.

and then here comes the Add-maths paper.
which really really made me feel.........
like just wanting to DIE at that moment.
that a-maths paper is a confirm FAIL.
couldnt think of any crap to write.
at least e-maths still can think of some crap.
but a-maths i just died there can.
was looking outside most of the time.
then finally 10am came!!!
yay, its the end of MYEs.. wheeeeee!
actually supposed to go rachel's house.
but then suddenly dont want le.
then i made them walk one big round.
around the sch even though backgate,
was like OPEN, haha. was wasting time!
since it was just 10am+ can....

then took bus with nats to interchange.
went to cs and tm with nats...
ate at cs.. then walked around at tm.
then nats came my house,
we cooked spaghetti.. LoL!!
cos nothing better to do mah.
after eating sat at my sofa.
we talked lots of crap..........
i loved that moment very much. i just love spending time talking about life stuffs with my friends la... a pity mui wasnt there leh.. lolx.
ok this should be all, nothing to say le.
and tmr there's cheer practice..
back to sch although no paper. LOL!

fateiswhatihopethatdoesnotexists!

2008-05-07T01:07:00.000-07:00

hey ya!!!! hey yo!! Haha.
nats persuades me to blog here,
so i shall just blog la huh... lol.
and i love the chn8,9pm show.
sucha complicated romance,
and one that had led to a tragedy.
loveloveloveromanceshows. hehe.
cos i know i can fantasize with it... Zzz!

sometimes i wonder do you even know what does friendship mean?!! its like 1yr of friendship and 1 day jiu fan lian bu ren ren. is this ur meaning of friendship. i wish i never knew you at all. then no need suffer this fate from ur friendship. why did i even decide to be ur friend,didnt know you were like that, and friendship also means that friends should be with each other through thick or thin, thru happiness and sorrows. i think you're the only person i'll hate all my life... am i such a bad friend to you? sending an e-mail just doesnt help you know. i've never seen such a person like you. and will never want to meet one again!!!

okok, MONDAY!!!!
sch was okokok,
exams were notoknotoknotok!
while walking back to class,
saw that handsome face...
then got 1hr break, went canteen.
saw him again... wahahahas!
and then i was making nats,mui,farah&habibah,
laugh like crap, cos i was talking rubbish!!
i think i was just going high. heh.
then after sch nothing much la..

okok, TUESDAY!!!!
anyways, exams were boohoos!
i really try my very best leh!!
then after sch go prata shop eat,
now rachel knows who im crushing on!
im like so dead la. and she knows him.
ohhhh no!! she told me about his character,
i Thought he has a good character&attitude.
but NO, i was really wrong la.
and just dont get it la,
why most handsome guys got bad character?!!
very annoyed with this can... haiz!
oh ya, and then rachel said this:
that guy the leg very hairy...
and my answer without thinking was,
i like hairy guys.. oops! didnt mean to say that.
but i mean like, hairy leg guys are better than,
those that have no leg hair la..
i mean like a bit weird la huh.. hehe!
i know im being disgusting talking about leg hair.
and then rachel was like,
i'll never forget this sentence that you said. lol.
yup, thats all.. Hahas!

ok, now TODAY!!!!! lol.
went to coffeeshop with mui.
nats was there alr. then aw came..
they ate porridge. smells so Nice!
then while waiting for traffic light to cross,
saw that guy la... omg-ness!
went toilet bcos something happened.
ok dont think wrong hor... Haha!!
then i think im really dead.
i very scared will fail all the subjects.
all the papers i write crap de leh!! shits!
and yes, i really mean ALL!!!
then had lit exam in sch hall...
was writing like super a lot, until hand pain.
then buy bbt with mui. then home!!

its MYEs and my com is still turned on!!

2008-04-30T22:31:00.000-07:00

oopsy, i really am supposed to study!
MYEs are already here leh.
sherilyn, wake up la!!!
you dont wanna retain, do you??!!

today was goodgood...
saw that oh-so-handsome face!! =D
i tell you ah, i super LOVE food shows.
like seriously, im a food show addict, i guess.
if the tv has food shows everyday.
i confirm everyday will be at that channel.
i just love nigella, jamie oliver & curtis stone.
they just cook the best food can!!
like omg, just looking at their food.
just makes me go crazy!!!!
although i cannot get to eat the food. Haha.
it totally just makes me go HAPPY!
how i wish, one day can try their food.
Ahhhhhhh! dream on!! -.-!
i love love love those tv food shows!!!
i could never switch the channel,
even if there's a drama i love to watch.
ok enough about food...
it just really makes me super hungry.
you guys should watch it, seriously!!
thats all for today... byebyebye people.
i have really got to study now.. heh.

i knew you've never loved me,
bcos you just never came back...

2008-04-22T21:33:00.000-07:00

im acting cool.. -.-! mui & nats act cute. Haha. =D

now all go CRAZZZYYYY!! =)

decided to not put timothy's pict...
later he angry.. Haha.
stupid walton la, go say... lol.
but its cute what... heh.

im really ~~loving~~ the word TRUST!!
its like i've died being so dead...
please just let it snow. and i will know.
hopelessly waiting like one idiot.

super fun fun day! yay. =D

2008-04-19T20:48:00.000-07:00

april got lots of ppl's bday. lol.
ben choo, glene, aw & geraldine.
this is so damn cool.. hehe.
and yesterday was FUN! wheeee.
it was another BBQ in 2008...
but it was not as fun as.........
the bbq with mr ye. lolx.
you've changed & so have i...
im glad im not ur friend anymore.
i didnt know ur real character was like that.
haiz, you really arent a treasured friend.
i really hate ppl who insult others,
humans have feelings ok??
when my friends get insulted,
i will fight for their rights!! =D

ok i shall blog about yesterday.
and sch was alright only la.
paul was totally being retarded.
but i love his retarded-ness.
cos without him, no entertainment.
Haha. anyways, after sch,
went with nats to buy aw's present.
we quickly went home to change.
then meet at aw's house at 3.30pm+.
the guys not yet come,
so me & nats waited for them,
while aw,sh & amanda went off first.
we thought only wait for ernest & nat.
suddenly, pohkiong,brandon & junhong also came.
its like omg la, so many guys.

then took buses to downtown east.
and i was the Shortest amongst the 7 la! roar.
i seriously felt damn short. AHhhhh!!
then went in... some of them were there le...
we started the fire with brandon,
but the fire keep going off,
then roy came, and his fire didnt go off. LoL.
ok then mui and some others came.
the girls were bbq-ing outside,
while the guys play PS3 & PSP.. lolx.
the guys complained about the food,
so we asked them to cook lor..
wei chong is damn good at his otahs & satays.
he became our otah&satay man.. Haha!
he looked like one too. lol.
oh and his hands like damn thick-skin.
cos he like not scared of the fire la. cool.

then boon kiat cooked too...
he cooked most of the food,
& nats keep mix up pk and bk's names,
pk was beside her and she called his name,
thinking it was bk she was calling. LoL!!
i was laughing like mad la.. haha.
then we walked to street soccer court,
i was walking slowly then nat say me.
he say i walk like his ah-ma... -.-!
and 4 of us suddenly walk in straight line,
mui suddenly turned back and said,
do-re-me-fa. and i was like wth??!
bcos junhong,nats,nat & me were the 4...
i at one end, jun hong at the other end.
junhong tallest, i shortest... ROAR!!
i didnt know junhong taller than nathanael.!!

oh and when they saw the soccer court, they ran like mad towards it. all of the guys la.. so cute and funny can.. Hahaha! and and timothy A.k.a mr ye no.2 wore spongebob squarepants pants.. omg la, super cute can!!! LOL! then soccer court after awhile lights went off, the uncle closed the gates, but after roy's persuasion he opened it.. LOL. then they all started running/jogging. me & mui ran too.. Ps-ed nats.. sorry, then reached le, stayed in the room.. too tired... then sh was angry/sad.. Haiz! then 11pm went home with mui, this bbq really not that bonded. how i wish it wad more fun. =(
oh and i forgot, they were playing the popping stuff inside the room. they were screaming and shouting like crazy ppl.. i didnt play, cos very scared of it.. if kena the eyes, confirm die.. the poppers were damn noisy. like the whole room kena bomb like that la.. Haha. ohoh and today i studied from 2-6pm. good accomplishment, but im still stupid. my studies still suck. i really hope the MYE i will do well, or else i definitely will die like shit. and im becoming fatter, from next week onwards cannot eat recess and lunch. so can slim down!! crappy. i must go on a diet, no matter what... haha. ok this is the end. BYE!

damn it...

2008-04-14T22:11:00.000-07:00

im so depressed these days.
i feel really really dead... haiz.
like whats wrong with the world?
you see me smiling oustide,
but inside im just roarroar!
yes, i cried again today.
like why do i have to cry?gosh!!!
i keep crying over stupid stuff la.
ya la, walton i know i very crybaby ok.
everytime also like to suan ppl.
you go eat shit and die la.
i have REASONS behind my crying can.
not only bcos of my uniform la.
but who the hell throw my uni at 3C door.
and ppl dont care just went to step.
eh, hello, its not grass ok. its MY shirt!!!
for goodness sake, assholes.
you think i so free go wash uni everyday.
i have feelings for my own things can.
own up leh!!! idiots!
seriously everybody can go die la!!!
I HATE THIS WORLD + 2008.
ok except for some ppl la.. heh.
ohoh, and today is ben choo's bday!
well, Happy Birthday Benjamin!!
yup thats all. bye...
im not supposed to blog la. -.-!

its like the end of the world.

2008-04-13T20:16:00.000-07:00

feel so dead...
he is just so cute la! =X
AHhhhhhhh! -.-!
ohoh, and finally founder's day is over!
no more staying back,
but actually i dont want it over la...
there's just some reason behind that.
~~never-ending confusion!!~~

i am going to Die die!

2008-04-09T19:43:00.000-07:00

Damn it, you love her just so much.
please do something in front of me,
that can make my heart just die for you.
i ~~hate~~ you very very muchhhh! AHHhhh!!
nats asked me to blog so i shall blog.
i tell you arh, i confirm will retain lor.
look at my studies, and you will know! =)
i am Very scared one day i will go deaf.
bcos my right ear isnt good...
although i still can hear the softest sounds.
but like, i touch my right ear its still pain!!
cos the ear pressure hasnt gone yet.
i dont know why la.. crappyshit...
ohoh did i tell you about the 'tmr' thingy?
ok here goes, do you know why tmr never comes?
wanna know why??
bcos today's tmr is thursday.
then tmr/thursday will be a today...
then thurs's tmr is friday,
then on friday it will be a today.
and it goes on and on and on........
so it concludes to..........
tomorrow never comes!!!
mui, you rmbr this anot??
mr tan say de!!!! Haha... =D

okok, so monday-moonday!
PE was crappy, pei-ed natalie to run.
she was making me so angry!! roar.
i dont want accompany you run alr la...
bio was annoying-ly shitty!!
so was lit and A-maths... =)

tuesday-tooseday!!
i was freaking emo the whole day.
i dont know why either!! roar.
nearly cried for no reason. shits.
i am so damn emotional in SHSS!
i was like giving that emo face..
till benjamin thought i was about to cry. -.-
after sch went back home first.
then me & mui came back sch for FDR.
then ohya.. saw mr joey ye in sch.
cos mui noticed his little red bicycle.
mui told me he stayed in sch for quite long.
maybe cos he's going NS this friday.
mrye, good luck arh!! may God be with you.
ok, im being Retarded la. Zzz.
then ya nothing, FDR was fine...

wedneday-weedsnestday(today)
had FDR in the morning 7.30am!!
i was yawning and ms yew was like...
"sherilyn must be very tired,
dont worry ms yew also very tired" Haha?!
then so FDR ended at 10.30am..
when it was supposed to end at 9.45am.
went back class, nat thought i was late. LoL?
then paul, walton,nat say msteo say i improved.
in A-maths but struggling in E-maths.
and i was laughing and was like ya right?!!!
i got 2/20. where got improve sia?! -.-!!!
i think she mixed up ppl's name. LOL!!

then me,nats,mui went high during recess.
at first it was me who went high. hehe.
i dont know why i went high..
must be too depressed bah. lolx.
we were laughing like mad in canteen.
and talking rubbish. PURE rubbish!!
farah&habibah had no peace while eating. heh.
then CD ms wong took over...
they were playing muderer. Zzz.
then MT was like shit, i was laughing like crap,
then teacher suddenly call my name.
i know she love me a lot la...
got so many ppl's name to call.
in the end call mine twice. lameshit.
and POA rocks my chair man!!
i got 19/20 for Poa test, i rock...
i should mean, mdm lau rocks!!
mr ye not good one la, joking!! hehe.
after sch, followed mui find her physics class.
with paul and nats... paul was being retarded!
then nats nearly kissed paul.. Hahaha!
cos nats turned back then paul was.....
right behind her.. LOL!! she heng sia.
then dotdotdotdotdotdotsssss....
walked nats to bus-stop with mui.
then went home.. yupppsss. sayonara.bye.

impressions 9!!! -.-

2008-04-05T21:45:00.000-07:00

well well well, in the end i still went..........
for ~~depressions9~~, impression 9!! -.-
it was a last minute decision....
cos carissa called me to buy from her. lol.
it rocked a little but a little not fun too. Haha.
and nic mui & nic aw, dressed like rich tai-tais!!
finally the Truth is out le!!! -.-
ppl always say, no matter how much Lies you tell.
the truth cant be covered...

Friday(yesterday)
anyways, sch was fine...
had poa test, hope i will do well. lolx.
ok then after school...
we had to skip chapel. cos ms lam said so...
then we 1.15pm went to handbell room.
i polished bells until 4.30pm then went off.
reach lift, saw royston... -.- suay!!
hmmm, he looked shuai/handsome. Haha!!
he asked retarded questions... Zzz.
okok, then got ready and stuff.
then went to meet mui and the rest...
so, me, mui, aw, sh took taxi...
while hidayah,hakim,kj,jas took another taxi.
we reached SCH at 6.30pm+...
then jas they all lost their way.. lolx??!
ok, then blahblah.. i suppose to sit at F31...
finally found out who sit F32. it was kj.. wth??! Zzz.
well, in the end i wanted to sit with mui...
so changed place with jas.. yay!! haiz.
whats wrong with me??
why did i give up such a chance to sit with him?
its like so stupid!! he go then i just nice get to sit with him.
but i want sit with mui and shihui. crappy.
whatever la, sherilyn. its OVER!!
anyways, royston was in front of us. crap.
saw many shuai-ge(s) yet again.. Haha. lameshit!
MOW was wearing Tuxedo with laser(sp?) belt.
and WEI CHONG was freaking handsome! gosh!
ok the songs they played were nice...
esp, doraemon & missionimpossible2. lol.
the toy gun thingy was damn cute la.. heh.
then about 10pm end. i was holding hands with tsh.
nice feeling of holding someone's hand...
makes me feel really warm inside... lol.
but very weird bcos it was shihui's hand...
we are lesbians!! jkjk. then we took mrt back.
i love you. if only we could hold hands together.
fat hope sherilyn!! haizzz. i really love you!!
saw mr yeo.. hehe. then i walked home...
late at night, and im not scared? wow!! LAME!
okok... bye bye bye ppl.
why do i still love you when i know you dont like me le.
she had such a great day with you la.
haiz, what am i doing??
want to jio you, yet i dont dare. crap!! =(

saturday(today)
erm, went to meet nic mui at park.
returned her the wallet. cos she left it with me.
then, went to meet yonglin at 7.45am.
we went to mac to eat. then sarah came.
they told me about the chn8,9pm show.
it was the Last ep. shit man!! haiz..
they say about the xiuming & dingyi...
"ni bu zhi dao" "wo zhi dao" thingy. HAha!
then eat le, then geraldine came. lolx.
then we went to sch...
the dancers,some band ppl, guitarists...
handbellers,choir ppl rehearsed together again.
in the hall, i love this music.
but i was like so sleepy...
and while looking at the scores i nearly fell asleep.
hehe... then after rehearsals...
went to canteen, mr sharil bought pizzas.
for everyone. some of us didnt eat. lol.
mr sharil offered a box of pizza to the soccer guys.
and mow they all just chiong to eat it. Haha!!
retarded!! ok then went home...
just now went out to downtown east.
walked past mc cafe saw abel from 3C.
then i saw a guy who looked like mrye.
after eating at subway. they were still there.
then i saw a little red bicycle outside mc cafe.
then i looked at the guy, indeed it was mrye.
i think so la. retarded sia. ZZz! haha.
and yup.. nothing le.. ciaoz!!

i really hate myself!!

2008-04-03T20:09:00.000-07:00

I REALLY REALLY Hate my brain.
its like of no use...
whatever shit that i study.....
NOTHING goes in.. wtf is going on??!
why do i exist in this world...
where everyone is smarter than me!!
mrs quek!!! i want change seat during maths.
or else my maths test confirm all FAIL!!
now im really worried for today's test.
i EVERY qns also DONT know how to do!
i was worried until cried after maths period. =(

ok this shit sucks.
i told you 2008 is a horrible year for me le lor.
anyways... i shall start from monday.
it was kaijie's birthday....
after sch was cool.. went to nic mui's house.
with shihui and aw..... then we,
watched "when harry met sally"
yucky show. involved sex... super LoL!!
went home, watched some chn8 show.
i forgot title, but got cute/handsome guys.
got the clement from Nyp, cuteeee lor...
but the number 8 guy won...
nic mui say look like james bond de.. Haha!

tuesday...
april fool's day!!! =D
after sch, handbell, choir and guitar....
and some ppl rehearsed for founder's day.
song was damn awesome la!! =)
i mean seriously, esp, the drums rocks!!
then was in sch till 7.30pm...
cos talk to ms lam with a few handbellers.
at night, the sch always freaks me out!!!

wednesday...
went to music room for rehearsal again.
from 7.30am- 9.15am... lolx.
title of song: dynamic transfiguration.
then mr goh relief-ed us for CD.
then we went to the gladiator there to see.
mr goh went to play... his first hit damn strong!
then we went for our learning journey...
to the "food from the heart".
it was like some bungalow place. cool.
we had fun packing the rice...
me, nats,mui,tracy & rachel...
we packed 73 packets in total.. (:
with the help of benjamin and some others.
walton, now i know ben is chao retarded!!
but soon many ppl came to see.
then we no more peace lor.. irritating!
and we dropped a lot of grains of rice.
like wasted one whole bowl can. haiz...
oh and nat was playing with the robot!
he damn cute sia.. funny lor.. FIRE! -.-
and they called me samsui woman.. lolx.
should be they are the samsui woman la.
then went back sch at 3.15pm...
then handbell and home sweet home...

thursday(today)
maths test made me so sad and worried!
damn, he is going for impressions 9... haiz!
no use regretting not buying tickets.. -.-
ok maths test, i told you i AM stupid.
i did NOT know how to do a single qns..
which is so freaking easy for 3D.
even natalie knows how to do it la.. shit!!
i feel like such an embarrasment to my parents.
mrs quek, i really need to change seat.
then Poa, went to 3C... lolx.
then went pasar malam with mui...
bought food back to eat. and bye!!

you're going for impressions 9. damn it. i love you.
but i know you dont love me anymore. =(

nic and nats, so Cute!! =)

nat & mow... LOL!! funny sia.

3D class pict. 3/4 of the class only. rest cut off. -.-

you're one in a million! =(

2008-03-30T19:18:00.000-07:00

i have decided to blog once every week.
Haha... i just like typing.. =)
anyways.... i shall post about the whole week.

monday.
we had PE, did shuttle run and 2 rounds.
i was going crazy, so tiring. and hot!!
Mt, was funny, bcos of mr tay's cold jokes.
dont ask me why i like to laugh at his jokes.
i just find it funny, guess im really retarded?!
but his jokes are really lame shit... haha.

tuesday.
without natalie and nicole mui, im bored!
i only get to laugh, and cannot talk!
but i really can go retarded and crazy.
and i keep playing with the firecrackers thingy.

wednesday.
english was crazy... dunno why either.
and walton keeps calling us retarded.
like what did we do??! roar.
and we were sticking stuff on walton. LOL!
it was damn funny la... so stupid.
then after school, founder's day rehearsal.

thursday.
chem and bio was crappy... -.-
english went to Dnt void deck, went retarded!!
Ss was horrible + rubbishyyyyy... haiz.
had Amaths test.. 2 words, Im Doomed! =(
Poa was good, i love mdm lau's teaching!
after school went to cs with yong lin and sarah.
then go meet natalie they all..
shihui and valerie say they saw 4 handsome guys.
i have never seen a shuai ge around b4 la.. -.-
then went home and yup...

friday.
i seriously think i should give up my love for you.
and hor, there's no hope for me already.
must have patience, but nothing's going to happen.
boy, i still love you... =(
anyways, today was a less retarded day.
early in the morning kj ask us follow him buy drink.
like wth? -.-!! saw audrey. oops...
then blahblah, timothy looks like mr ye!!! haha!
then handbell welcome party was fun yet boring.
some ppl were being attitude-dly dumb crap!
then after handbell saw royston...
he came out of a taxi. ok im being random!!
then saw nic aw, ernest and shihui. lolx.

sunday.
went for church but went off at 11.30am.
went for my cousin's baby thingy....
the baby name is janel.. =)
and then blahblah. ate lots of food.
i was like bloated. but still can eat ice-cream!
and hor, that xiang damn crap sia.
i was eating, and they were talking about tofu.
and xiang was like 'sherilyn's tofu......
already bei ren jia chi le.. and im like what the?!!
and everyone was like 'ohhhhhh orhhhhhhh!!'
and uncle was like what secret does he know??
i just gave that stupid look. like what crap sia?!!!
okok. anyways... then daddy was feeding 'gabrielle'
so cute la she!! but she likes to stare at ppl. roar!
then got one time she cried.... haiyo! so loud la.
much louder than natalie's scream la...!!
then erm, we brought gabrielle to church!
cos i needed to do living logos.. then after church.
went to bishan. then waited for daddy...
i feed her french fries!! she loves it.. =)
then reach home le, she finally let me carry her!!
like after so long la.. yay yay!! sooo happy! =D
ok la, thats all. i write like super long.. byeeeee!
and i just love Babies!

see! gabrielle likes to give that scary look.. =(

pictures at macau and hongkong! =)

2008-03-23T23:37:00.000-07:00

i confirm you this is my last post. Haha.
its just the photos of my hongkong trip... =D
happy photos-looking. i look retarded ok... Hehe.
warning: pictures will look disgusting, cos i minimize it.

1)my sis and I... laughing like crazy. 2) daddy & mummy.

1)do you see my bro??! Hahaha. 2) us at ventian.

1) venetian casino. 2) us at ruins of st.paul's church.

1)my dad, cute positioning. 2) us at mtr station.

1) us... 2) us again.

1) i look really retarded. 2) my dad. cute hor? i mean snoopy.

1) im acting retarded this time. 2) mtr to disneyland resort.

1) the train is super cute!! 2) us again!!

1) my sis, me and my mum... 2) same ppl.

1) chipmunks and a cute girl. 2) my sis and I...

1) i wanted those balloons. =( 2. family with timon.

1) daddy play with water.. orhhor!! 2) us yet again.

1) lalalala.. blahblahblahs.

1) buzz lightyear thingy. 2)family with that cowboy woman.

1) family with minnie 2) sis, pooh(my boyfriend), me.

1)see!! my car!!! yay! 2) me and my sis. nice pose right!!!

1)me and whoever... heh. 2) drinking water eh?

1) my mummy and me! smiles. 2) ya, me again!

1) dad,me,mum,sis. wheeeee... 2) my handprint! Haha. -.-

1) me and that whoever handprint. 2) hmm?! yummy!!

1) me and my sis with some rabbit. 2) my dad and me! =D
this is the end of my pictures! ciao!
私は実際に何でもよりもっと愛する。

camping at pulau ubin!!! =D

2008-03-22T17:39:00.000-07:00

hello.. i really hope after this post.......
that i will really stop blogging............
i've told myself not to waste anymore time...
and just concentrate on my studies, or else i'll DIE!

anyways... yesterday went camping at pulau ubin.
with CFM, it was quite fun, and yet boring too. heh.
and this camping thing is really random can.. Zzz.
so we head off from uncle's house to changi there.
then took boat from there, water was splashing on my face!
then reached le.. we walked to somewhere...
the view of the sea was rather nice... heh.
then we went to pitch our tents there...
after pitching, we went to cycle...
cycled like stupid, my butt was pain. haha.
there was a lot of up and down slopes...
i love the down slopes, its damn fun...
except for one slope, looked super scary.

then got one point of time, i was cycling alone.
i was freaking scared la... was thinking of somebody.
then we cycled to one point where cannot cycle le.
then walked to the boardwalk thingy..
after that went up the viewing tower...
damn it, it was shaking la.. wth!! scary can.
then blahblahblah. went to eat dinner...
so many ppl forked out money for the dinner.
cos my dad got not enough. Haha!
and our table got my parents and 8 teenagers/children.
the rest of the adults were at the camping site...
the total amount of our dinner was $67. like over-budget sia.
LoL! food was nice. but i wasnt even full. =(

then went back to the camping site...
we decided to go for nightwalk at 8pm+, i think.
some parts werent as scary cos the moonlight was bright.
i was like sooooo scared la...
we sang songs, and i told stupid cold jokes. Zzz.
then got like a lot of parts very dark sia..
then we stopped at the toilet....
regina went in, and while shitting half-way.
the lights went off.. Haha. it was a sensor light thingy.
so we couldnt turn the lights back on.. LOL!
then uncle said what go back by ourselves.
one person every 1min then set off. wth crazy la.
then, reached back the campsite.
i was eating cup noodles and chips.. =)
the night sea view was nice, the aeroplanes were cute.
and then i slept at dunno what time.
was too tired, and hot. hehe.
then next day 7.45am went back to s'pore le...
it was such a nice and fun day we had, i guess so. haha.
what can i do to make you love me??
is this really the end? i wanna jio you.. seriously.
i still cannot forget you. and still loving you.
i know i have no hope alr, you'll never like me...

please just let unhappiness go away!

2008-03-20T22:27:00.000-07:00

past few days was fine... =D but i hate TRUST!
seriously i hate this freaking 5 letter word!!!
wanna know why cos it spoilt everything of 2008...
it made me not want to talk to 3 ppl la.. haiz.
i cannot ignore anymore ppl, makes me frustrated!

anyways, tuesday was lots of relief teacher day.
maths, ms alphonoso was the relief...
then after recess was hall time...
some stuff on bullying.. they had the same talk not long ago. -.-
then after that was Amaths. the vincent(sp?) was relief teacher...
and he damn LoL sia. his face like qian bian one. Haha!
during his lesson is damn crappy sia...
natalie took my whatever letter then i had to ask him.
i didnt know what it was called, so i was like........
cher cher, you got the that errr err that paper thing.
while i was during a rectangular shape. lolx.
and he was like 'what thing?' HahaHA!
then i saw it on the table and pointed it to him. heh.
and he was like 'whats this??!' Zzz. so weird la. i was so embarrassed la!
then ohya, natalie fell off her chair during his lesson. HAahaHAha!
it was damn funny. and nathanael got punishment by mr K. LOL!
then i was copying walton's paper. but vincent want collect le.
so i just give him the paper lor... and then he ask me i done le mah.
and i was like no la. then he gimme back walton's paper to copy.lolx.
where got teacher will let student copy work de. ZzzzzZzZ!!
then i was like i dunno how to see his handwriting la.
and vincent was like, then you want this paper? so much better right?!!
it was somebody else's paper which only got 3-4 steps.
so i was like nvm, forget it.. LoL. he was suan-ing me!
he damn crap sia, put the paper right in front of my face. wth!
and that nathanael very crazy sia.
keep on calling me 'white ghost' because of yesterday's flour thingy.. lolx. stupid la.
lolx. anyways, MT was another relief teacher. mr goh A.K.A porcupine.
mr goh got so many jokes sia.. haha. crazy one.
then was Ss, mr liew gave us his hotmail & hp no. LoL.
cos he not going to teach us le, but still teaching other classes. dots...
ok then after school, blahblahblah...
nicole aw cried because of something. HAIZ! i feel so sad.

then wednesday was boring day.. haha.

then is today!!! also nothing much de...
lalalalas... today is a ..................... dayyyy! Haha.
anyways, science all those was fine.....
lolx.then was english... mr chiang once again wasting paper!
after that was Ss... boring sia! new teacher.
i rather have that mr liew la.. -.-
then was maths.. that evil vincent comes in... damn it.
then we were going to start our maths H.A test...
then i was wanting to put my other papers into my file.
and he went to go look inside... wth?!
i think he thinks i wanna cheat... LoL!!! stupid!
then maths test ended... collecting paper time.
then he stopped at near my seat there...
and natalie was like saying, he like to stop at my seat here.
and i was like 'where got sia.' then, she concluded...
by saying that he likes me.. lame!! -.-
he so handsome, Confirm got girlfriend sia.
somemore SOMEBODY finds him cute wor!!!
and then he walk past natalie's table,
and then got like small space for him to walk only la.
then he said to natalie "i quite fat." Zzz!
then was Poa, i like mdm lau's teaching. very good.
but she talks toooooooo fast!! roarrr!
then after school, blahblahs.. stupid rehearsals.for the founder's day.
so many rehearsals till 11apr '08 sia!!
i hate it la.. kns... i wanna kill them. HAhaHA!
i love you i love you i love you
i mean NOTHING to you already?!
nvm, i know you have forgotten me...
there's no point loving you already right??! haiz.

today sucked big time...

2008-03-17T19:08:00.000-07:00

hello!!
today is a super horrible day. stupid!
Quek Mow Rong, im going to take revenge on you.
although revenge should be avoided, but i dont care!!

well, today school was hmmmm, fine?!
then after school we decided to pour flour on walton.
bcos, today is his bday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! =D
walton, your birthday very "memorable" sia!! roar.
soooo, we all walked to soccer field...
then natalie went to try and pour on walton.
then he whack the flour bag away..
and i kena a lot of flour on me.. wth la..
so for the fun of it, i just tried to pour on walton.
but walton only kena a bit leh.. damn it la!!

then after awhile, we dont want pour flour le.
and the flour was with mow rong...
and he went to throw the flour at my ear and head.
then a lot of flour went in sia.. kns la.
but i didnt care, then 2nd time he go throw again.. roarrr!
i was like a retarded white person la.. omg lor.
and i still cannot hear properly... haiz.
i think the flour made it even worse... help??!
sian, swensens card expiring on 31 march.
i so long never eat swensens le la.. -.- LoL.
haha. this is so random.. but i dont want it to expire so fast.
ok whatever la.. thats all for today. bye.

P.S i love you...

ohohoh ya... and today's dream was LAME!!
and super random can. i wasnt thinking about them!!
i dreamt of me, nic mui and mr ye... Zzz.
let me tell you my weird lame dream.... =)
mrye: nicole you going to climb mountain arh??
nicole mui: (keeps her mouth shut)...
me: she going trekking...
mr ye, nic mui and me talked things, i cant rmbr.. HaHa!!! but only me and mr ye were talking while nicole kept her mouth shut. wth right?! lol.

home sweet home!!! =)

2008-03-16T23:06:00.000-07:00

hey yo!!! im back from HONG KONG & macau!! =D
i miss home. and singapore and friends!! heh.
anyways.... holiday-ing in hongkong and macau was great!
the weather compared to singapore was so much better!!
it was damn cooling la.. like air-con everywhere.
but i hate ear pressure. pissed off! now i cant hear properly.
my ear have been stuck for 5DAYS!!! roar!
very difficult to clear, cos it will be super pain. haiz.
and from s'pore till today i have had a blocked/running nose.
relax. im not sick, i think. its from singapore not at hongkong.
now i shall blog about past few days. cant really rmbr.
happy reading if you want to... it should be really long.
btw, i got no picts. to put. cos all photos in my father's camera.
i dont know how to put into the com.. haha.

1st day (wed-12/3/08)...
- took plane to macau. i love aeroplanes.hate pressure.
- went to best western hotel to check-in...
- went to eat dinner, i think... lolx. food rocks!
- and then went to shop around, i think.
- went to the venetian... lalalaa...
- ooh and they have the gondola ride thingy.
the gondoliers row you and sing when you reach the bridge.
its like so romantic. just imagine!!
and the gondoliers voices were cool la...
- then went back hotel. and Sleep! =D

2nd day...
- woke up i dunno what time. was so tired!!
- took cab to ruins of st. paul's church.
- ate breakfast there.. nice food again. but expensive.
i mean like everyday eat so cheap yet ex stuff is expensive!!
i know you dont get what i mean. heh!
- i climbed up the thing so scary!! like going to fall la.
- then we take cab back to hotel...
- went to take ferry to hongkong!! wheeee..
- it was a 1hr ride to hk... lalalalala... was sleeping. =)
- reach there, stayed at park hotel. nice hotel!! yay!
- we were not staying at hongkong side.
but we at kowloon side. at tsim sha shui...
- went to eat lunch at somewhere.. lolx.
- took MTR(mrt) to places i cant rmbr.
- ohya and the mtr stations have really cute names.
- for e.g... jordan, university, lai chi kok... =)
- and their mtr card is called 'octopus' Haha.
- took bus to 'The peak' nice place.
- the bus ride was scary, like the bus going to fall.
- i like hk's students uniform...
got like vest la. make them look so handsome/pretty.
- then went shopping. this is one thing i really HATE!!
- we really walked until leg pain la. stupid!
- and one cool thing. i go hk never buy anything back.
- so i went back hotel with my father first. hehe.
- and also cos my ear was driving me nuts!! =(

3rd day...
- woke up then get ready to go out.
- took train all the way to disneyland resort.
- the train to disneyland was omgosh-ly cute!
- ok, disneyland rocked my day.. hehe.
- went to play most of the games. but long queues.
- the only one i love was the 'buzz lightyear'...
- it was damn fun la.. the shooting game. so nice!
- i played like 4 times sia... hehe. but my scores were rubbish.
- im lazy to explain all the games i played.
- the only spectacular, amazing and wonderful thing was...
- the FIREWORKS!! it was damn nice. so long somemore.
- and they played music with the fireworks.
- and their timing was superb la.. cool man! loves!
- then took train to kowloon tong.
- went to meet my mother's friends, they treat us to dinner..
- then went to some place eat some dessert.
- mango rocks. then went back hotel and ya....

4th day...
- the normal stuff happens in the morning...
- ate breakfast at 'charlie brown cafe'
LoL! so cute la.. heh. got the snoopy characters!
- walked to avenue of stars...
you know the hand prints all those??!! ya thats where it is.
- then blahblah.. ate lunch at hotel.
- cos my father bought roasted goose for us..
it taste like duck. but still, its wonderful. cos food rocks!
- took ferry back to macau...
- stayed in the same hotel... then went to eat dinner.
- most of the dinner and lunch i eat 'sweet & sour pork'
i think bcos its sort of my favourite! haha.
- ohoh and one thing i notice in hk & macau.
a lot of ppl wear shoes/high heels/boots.. wth la.
im like so odd one out lor.. haha. -.-
- went to venetian hotel.... some casino cum hotel.
and one thing... all hotels in macau has a casino.
- oh oh oh and so my parents went inside for 45mins.
- my sis can go in de, but must accompany me cos ya...
- then so we went to mac to eat ice-cream and fries.
when i walked to mac i forgot that i have to order.
and goodness sake my cantonese suck like crazy.
i can only understand but dunno how to speak.
so i went to order, luckily got menu to point at.
then i went to ask for chilli, i speak in cantonese.
and i was like laughing la... omg! it was so alien to me.
ok whatever, i must buck up in cantonese!! lolx.
- then queue very long for a short ride back to hotel. Zzz.

5th day. last day.( fri-16/3/08)
- then today... early in the morning had to go to airport.
- the stupid checking person confiscated the jet knife.
its not really a knife but its a sharp object.
my mother forget to put in luggage. roar!
now another jet knife gone. haiz.
i was so pissed off until i scold back the person.
i was like 'you all everytime also confiscate our jet knife one leh!!, how can like that la. its just a jet knife. cannot put into the cargo for us meh!!! and you still want to leave it at macau airport, not even at singapore. (i was damn angry!) i told my mother that we must write-in and complain. i know its my mother's fault too but wat the heck la.. idiotic ppl. then i was like wa lao, i sue you all sia. Zzz. then the person said a lot of rubbish, she understand what i said, cool. then i just walked away with a black face like super buay song. she like scared of me sia. heh. but she still said they will put it at macau airport for 15days for us to take back. like what SHIT la! ROAR!
both jet knife i got feelings for it de lor. 10years+ la..
ok whatever!! stupid ppl. kns la..
then took plane back.. stupid ear pressure again!!
oh and the other swiss jet knife is at terminal one. i told my mother i want go terminal one to take and complain and scold them, but she dont want, she say most probably they throw away le.. wtf! asshole ppl. i hate this airport ppl. go die la!
then reached singapore about 3pm. wheeeee.
i love love love singapore. but hate the weather.
ok then home sweet home.. bye bye bye! =D

wahahahas. i blog again!!

2008-03-11T01:53:00.000-07:00

(continuation of today, at 11.00pm) lol.
guess what????!!!
i feel so lost and broken. =D

anyways!! today was wonderful...
afternoon supposed to meet aw,sh,nat..
at interchange. then aw and sh were still sleeping!
ZZzzzz!! haiyo. so me and nat went to mos burger to eat.
then went to montip(sp?) to meet them at 1pm.
and we walked around. aw went to buy fake nails.
then blahblahblahblahs lalalalalala...
then they decided to watch 'step up 2'...
i didnt watch la!!!
but cos i had to go church later in the evening.. =)
it was raining, luckily ernest lent me his Big umbrella. thanks!
and the rain was super big or heavy. okwhateveR!
the rain always against me de lor...
when reaching shelter liao, it suddenly so light or small. roaRR!
and yes, service was 'icantdescribehowgood'!
it was just freaking goody goody nice! smilesss!
and yups thats all. i shall totally stop here!!!

boo... i was playing sims2 again. lolx.
after today im not going to blog alr la.
blog too much le....
and hor, everything is going wrongly...
seriously... everything is so wrong.
and i totally have to study from holidays onwards.
i seriously seriously mean it!!!! damn.
im really not gonna procrastinate anymore.

and to all whom i have hurt (in someway)...
or suan-ed or whatsoever, and.........
causing friendships to go haywired..
i am once again... sooo very sorry!!
i really really truly mean it....
to ppl, whom i have ignored or show attitude to.
i truly and sincerely apologise.
cause i have had enough of everything...
I AM SO SORRY!!!
sorry, sorry, sorry!! sorry, sorry & sorry!!
if you want me apologise to you, face to face.
just tell me ok?!! and yes, i know that....
sorry, just cant help in anything.. heh.
please just accept my apologies, my friends. (:
cos im sure i have caused hurt to all...

march march holidays!! -.-

2008-03-10T00:05:00.000-07:00

hi. i blog today again? wth right?!
i just really feel like blogging. fun to me, i guess...
and.... its Royston's birthday! =) lol.
sooooo, happy birthday to you. hope you enjoy ur day!

ok well, today or should i say yesterday was fine...
had the wedding dinner at night....
i dont know who is the bride and bridegroom la.
although i know their names...
wee theng and claren.. LoL.
and omg, mr chia was there.. roar!!
i forgot that we were somehow related... -.-
but, this wedding dinner i had fun!!
at orchard hotel singapore.. haha.

without my parents but with my sis la.
and me and my sis act like guai kia...
but in actual fact i am guai. no need act de.
and so had fun eating.. yummy! =D
did sudoku... was difficult and easy. Heh!
then while eating dessert....
mr chia suddenly come to our table.. sianz.
then my uncle was like, greet ur teacher la!
and i was like -.- he doesnt teach me..
except for my sis... and then he asked me i what class.
so i said 3D, then i continued saying....
you teach physics, i study biology...(with a big smile.)
and he was like, ok, u're lucky.. Zzz! hehe!

then blahblahblahs... and yup. bye ppl. loves!
'edited'... sianz, now 1.30am le... and im bored.
just played sims2. but its so difficult for me..
i mean like i cant control the ppl well. roar!! -.-
and and, KIDS CENTRAL is nice.
dougie in disguise is a cute show! heh.
i love cartoon shows. smiles! bleh.

continuation of today....
practically everything is too late for me.
today really is a bad day...
but best part is during the night............
dont think wrong arh....................
because church service rocked! =)
school of prayers... smilesss!!!
rev. joe ellis preaching was a-w-e-s-o-m-e!
and i mean it... seriously...
but hate the going to church part,
cos is like my sis decided to take bus to punggol.
so took 34, and i saw a (idontwishtosee) person.
then took train back down to chinatown...
was like so long la.. annoying!! roar roar!

anyways, today morning...
shihui and aw came my house. lolx.
then natalie come around afternoon.
then we watched 1/8 of my Dna says i love you.
i totally like that cute guy... heh.
then we went to coffeeshop eat lunch.
nicole mui joined us..... then blahs.
then bought pandan cake for royston.. Zzz.
and went to school soccer field...
celebrated his bday there. hmmm, pandan cake?!!
so wrong right??!!!! whatever. i dont care.
its nicole mui's effort/thoughts...

I AM TALKING RUBBISH!!! =(
i think im really too sad, till my brain doesnt work.
then i dunno what happen le la.. ciao!!!

there is no point in life...

2008-03-08T22:06:00.000-08:00

hmmm, i dont even know why im blogging now.
i got no mood to blog, but still wish to blog.
guess im just bored la...
although i know i got LOTS of things to do. lol.
i really got no mood after seeing something... haiz. =(
i seriously got no hope la.. ok whatever.

and tmr, there is this wedding dinner to go to...
and for goodness sake......
i dont even know who's the one getting married!! -.-
my father keeps saying its my cousin...
and im like huh? cousin??
my father side de... i really wonder who la..
and i totally dont like my father side the ppl...
im super introverted to them...
well, and they always say im mute. wow! Zzz.
march got a lot of ppl the bday sia... haha. =)

in a few days time... im going to disappear...
wanna know why? nvm, i dont want to tell you.
and im so going to hate today till tuesday...
im like freaking busy... and why am i still blogging?!!
so gotta quickly finish the HOMEWORKS... bang!!
ok la... byebyebye.. goodluck to you girl. =(
i know he still loves you but not me. =)
i wish i didnt exist, or maybe i wish i dont know you at all.
the hurt wouldnt even be stuck there... this sucks!
im really wasting time loving you,
when i know you love her just too much.
its taking me forever to forget you...
its already about 2-3 months since we've last talked.

this is the end of me. lol.

2008-03-07T19:25:00.000-08:00

i feel sad... but happy too.
think is cos i dont want the march holidays.
cos cant get to see my friends and somebody! roar!

today was hmmmm, stupid??!

the results are like ZZzzzz!!

mrs quek and ms teo talk so long leh.

and they want to change my seat too. wth??!!

dont say i am stupid and useless already la!! =(

and yes, i wanna watch LEAP YEARS!! -.-

i shall go watch it with someone... =D

anyways, afternoon went to meet nic mui...

we went to buy bbt. then we talked!!!

talk & talk & talk.. blahblahblah..

laugh & laugh & laugh... hehe.

I LOVE YOU!! smiles! bigger smile. loves.

ok random.... Zzz! lalalala. i will miss you.

you are my bright shining star!!

15days... and 5 more days. sianz.

the cloud and sandcastles of love... bang!

come on, wake up from ur dreams!

no point concluding about you...

the truth wont ever be out!!

i wanna go out next week!! can??!

but i must study too. shit head...

hello, my name is shit.

yes, i know you knew long ago.

yup. random-ness. dying...

24days... all the best...

i am a dissapointment in life...

2008-03-06T19:27:00.000-08:00

i really miss the instructors and sec3 camp!! haiz.
anyways, today was erm, alright...
i shall only mention about Poa cos its damn funny.
it was mr ye's last day in school....
sooooooooooo, natalie kept on shouting, 'mr ye, nicole loves you!!'
then she everytime only shout 'mr ye' then stop... then mr ye everytime hear his name called, then he turned then like blur la.. Haha!
and finally, at the end of his lesson, natalie went straight to him and told him that sentence.. LOL!! its so funny la.. but nicole was damn embarrassed. lolx. she was screaming like siao la!
then blahblahblahs.... and went home... yup bye...
IM SORRY!! why am i always the one making things worse between friends... just what is wrong with me??!! i really suck being a friend to you guys la.. guess i've changed la huh. everything from now onwards is my fault. whatever i do to make ppl angry just blame me la ok?!! i seriously hate myself already la.. causing everything to be like shit... losing so many close friends.... this sucks! really sucks.
tomorrow is MTP... sianz. i dont want go sch with my father!! roar!! =(
sec3 camp held here!

3D class photo, at beach.

3D last day photo!! =)

accidentally in love...

2008-03-05T23:11:00.000-08:00

wheeeeeeeeee... back from sec3 camp..
its rocks la... so damn fun... i love the instructors!!
anyways............ 1st day of camp...
early in the morning, had some workshop.. sianz.
then nicole mui go open back door, but cannot. she pull then bounced back.. HAha. then the coach saw and he was like giving the ?? face.. LoL!!
then i was so tired. then the stupid coach say what want choose register no. then say favourite number is 3... wth. luckily never ask me answer his stupid qns sia.. lol.
then played games... blahblahblahs.. then off we went to take bus...
then took boat to st.john island... lalalalala... =)
then eat our lunch there... do that 'hungry cheer'...
i cant rmbr what happened leh. then go to bunk 5...
after that night time played the 'kidnap game' thingy i think...
one person from our grp have to be tied to a chair with rafia strings then we have to play games at different stations to try and get key for the lock... fun. but tiring la.
then at night, dunno what time sleep la. but was super tired...

2nd day of camp...
had morning thingy, do what budhha claps early in the morning. i think.
then we have some session with mr yeoh... walked to the beach.
mr yeoh ask us go by some 'short cut' in the end, its not even short cut can.. a lot of classes in front of us la.. lame la... mr yeoh anyhow say de... roar!
it really looks like 'east coast park', makes me feel so....... nvm..
then, talked talked... felt so cold cos of the wind... but nice feeling.
and mr yeoh really loves to suan natalie la.. hahahaha!!
then come back play the 'survivor' game thing...
have to run here run there again... and our first game was to get to the dunno what thing without stepping on concrete.. difficult la.. then got the caterpillar thingy.. painful game sia. i like want to die already la.. but of course, no way will i give up. this game hor, really must be Thick Skin sia.. hahaha. or else ur skin may tear.. hehe... then got what, blind-fold thingy. then the pyramid thing, and then the checkerboard thingy, i rmbr audrey fell down there. ouch, like on her butt isit.. dunno la. i only know the floor is damn dirty.... -.-
anyways. then after that survivor game. had some, waterbomb thingy..
luckily i didnt play.. i really dont wanna get wet anymore. my shoes were soaking wet, cos the bottom got holes one mah... lol.. then so, 1st round 10 ppl played. then 3D won. last part the amanda throw waterbomb at szeyan and clara.. then they two, block each other then stand with each other, with their hands cling together. so amanda just throw it in between them la.. common sense. then sy and clara keep making a big fuss. wth la.
then 2nd round... the 3B and 3A all gang up and come against 3D... like almost all the girls walked towards us, like ah lians la.. no offence but it really looked like they all were ah lians. i was damn angry with them la. just because we won first round you all gang up and come against us, where got this kind of ppl de.. i very buay song them lor... roar roar!!
then the siew hui always make a damn big fuss, just bcos brendan throw waterbomb at her then she say he smack at her back... Zzz. hello, common sense la, who wouldnt use full force to throw waterbomb at somebody??! you dumb or what?!! somemore is smack ur back only, not as if is ur face or what... Zzz!! rubbish leh!! -.-!!
then after waterbomb game, we practised for our 'warcry' 'cheer' 'dance'...
then blahblahblah... went to wash up and stuff... i never once stepped into the washing room la, everytime only go toilet.. lol. i guess nic mui and natalie also never... Haha.
then we had our dinner... then practice again... fun fun...
and now, it was the CAMPFIRE!!! whee whee!! =)
ohya, and natalie in the morning, her voice was like sexy!! i mean like her voice like going to no more already.. LOL!! haha.
anyways, campfire was fun... and was going crazy. i was going high ok. so nic mui and natalie dont anyhow say i never go high.. i even wanted to go and dance with instructors but ppl sure will say why i so extra.. lolx. anyways, the high element was damn funny la.. high element A.K.A instructors going crazy... HahaHA!!
then last part of campfire, the instructors dance for us to see... so nice la. and instructor cherie and eugene dance like they are a couple la.. nice!! esp, the accidentally in love that song.. they dance like some professional dancers.. lol. =D
then the chief veron/veronica, ask us to bend down our heads and close our eyes then tell us everything from 1st day till today, it was like making me so emotional.. then ask each instructor to say some words to us... and then it was like so touching la... and nicole mui cried.. lol.
3D was supposed to have night walk, but mr yeoh say like going to rain in the end also never rain i think.. eeyer!!! then he say have morning walk at 5am if want to..
but hor, we woke up at 5.30am.. i seriously damn tired!!! =(

3rd day of camp...
ya, woke up.. then blahblahs...
had breakfast, we were passing a lot of buns to the back where the guys were sitting, then they take a lot of buns la.. lolx. then nathanael damn cute sia, bcos a lot of ppl pass him the soyabean milk then when nic mui pass him the drink he was like 'wei,ehhhh/oiii. i want the hotdog/red bean buns la, dont want anymore soyabean milk!!' LOL!!
had to clean up bunk 12.. isit?? aiya, whatever cant rmbr!!
then had some talk and stuff with instructor cherie... she so act cute. lol.
then took a class photo and then go take boat, and then take bus back to school, where instructor eugene said byebye to us from bus there... haiz!!
i really miss instructor eugene and instructor cherie so much la!!! =(
i love them!!! lolx. then ya bye...
the camp was so much FUN... esp, looking at somebody from afar.. heh. and the games were tiring and difficult but it was sooooooooo fun!!! yay! fun-ness!!

this is gonna be the End!!

2008-03-02T18:54:00.000-08:00

hey there... i love you ppl. =D
anyways... there's this saying... 'never judge a book by its cover'
now i know that its so true.. and i mean it!!
you have totally changed ever since .............. ya...
its like you insult ppl like nobody's business.
and then you rejoice over ppl's failure. what is this??!!
are you human or not?? what happened to you?
and see this carefully... you've got no feelings at all.
we were once friends!! FRIENDS you know!!
how could you be like this to us now...
and trying to steal her away from us... this is so selfish!!
but there is this phrase from the bible...
which GOD says... LOVE UR ENEMIES like how you love urself.
so i shall love you... although you are not my enemy. heh. =)
anyways. i still cannot stand my yesterday's dream sia. its like so wrong!!! can you imagine, teckmeng and ernest kissing.. very wrong right?!! i wondered how could i dream a dream like that sia.. but i wished the later part of my dream comes true lor.. haizzz. and today still dream about seeing roy's phone the msgs... wth?? then found out that i misunderstood him, then blahblahs. but its a dream la. Zzz! all my dreams are like freaking wrong and weird la... whats up with my mind!! -.-